had this urgent need to blog.. haha .. yeah , i know , like what the hell is wrong with me right?
anyhow , first things first , attn PEOPLE !
okay , its not too late to buy tickets for the fashion show next tuesday 25th Oct . yes .. haha .. if your a member of the american women's association , its $65 .. if not ... its $80 .. it would be at the grand copthorne hotel . at , 11am .. =D the whole event is actually focusing on the philippine culture . so besides the show , there will be dances and other items showcasing the talents from the beautiful country of philippines .. now enough for stupid shit ...
had dress rehersals today .. i went there and my mood was totally gone . for some , reasons . like, ***** , bla bla bla .. yeah , and the most important reason , it was simply different . unlike at the art museum , where he* showed up at the very last minute .. i guess i was hoping that the same would happen today.. but , yeah , watever .
it was like this , i was on the runway , just doing my thing . actually , i was pretty okay with everything , just moodless.. everything was as it would be . the lights were perfect , the timing was perfect .. EVERYTHING was just nice.. but then , i was literally blinded by the lights .. and as i looked out on the empty seats, i saw , someone . yeah.. and my brain just suddenly ran all over the place..yes , i miss that model in te pink barong . it was totally crazy in church.. i was concentrating on sinful stuff.. really . shall not elaborate , but still .. i was telling myself . stop it stop it stop it .. but then . i couldnt .
anyway , back to dress rehersals .. it was shit , really.. i was nervous even though there was no audience . i had this feeling that i was gonna trip . or like walk to fast or too slow .. and i did walk too fast . and i moved too slowly here and there .. but thank god , i did not trip . its like , im like this now , and on the day itself ill probably die of nervousness..HAHAHHA. i dont get it . those people who have done it before are more cool about it than me.. okay , i gues i just need reassurance from someone.. but hey , i doubt it would happen . heh . yeah .. that person is signing in and out .. how dumb .
oh yes yes yes .. i was watcing little big star last night .. its a show where kids as young as 6 or 7 get to be discovered and stuff.. they have really powerful voices . i forgot their names .. but yeah , the really good ones are makisig and rachel an pegason .. WOW!
okay , im off to eat .. there's school tomorow how stupid.. okay .. bye
