wow . im totally bored . yes i am .
so let me just put down everything im thinking of right now ..
firstly , should i go to school tomorrow ?
okay , i think i should . cause i wanna see my fcked up papers . speaking of which , there has been a HUGE plunge in my combined humans results .. plus , i have not shown my mom my report card for term 3 .. and hey , term four is already coming to an end .. i shall let her sign it.. but what will be my explaination for showing it to her so EARLY ?! maybe i should go " hey mom , sign ! " and that shall be like , tomorrow , when im just about to leave for school , if i go to school .. anyway , whatever , my results for ALL humans are indeed , disappointing . but what can i do ? so yeah , ill force myself to thik that its okay , there's always next year .. ubt you know , i cant go on like this .. next year will be my last year .. time is definitely not on my side . and that's a sad fact . as for my english , WOW , i went up by a grade i think . but that's only one out of three so far.. i hope i passed my e maths . no in fact , i hope i DID WELL for it .. =( this sucks . anyway , back to the point .. i wanna go back to school because , i wanna check my papers . and , im totally bored at home.. but then , i dont wanna go back , because of the stupid NYAA talk .. and because of **H after school . someone please save me ! oh yeah , im also avoiding ms koh.. cause now i owe her two letters explaining my absennce .. but then it would be stupid . cause if i miss school tml then i'd owe her another one.. but then , i dont know wat excuse to give her . on monday , she knows very well that i didnt wanna go to sch . and as for today , hahah .. i dont know ? i was just lazy .. if no one makes a big hooha out of my stupid reasons then i can simply ask my mom to write ...
to ms koh ,
my daughter did not attend school on monday and thursday (17th and 20th of october) because she was lazy . thanks ..
oh yeah , how i wish that can happen . but no , ill probably get into trouble somehow . so maybe i should just tell them that i had an appt on monday , and i was sick today .. yeah ...
okay , i shall ask my mom .. if i should turn up tml .. next thing that's been on my mind . hello hannah ? what were you thinking yesterday ?? why did you **ir* with your son ?! anyway , to my son , if your reading this , hahahah ! it was fun , but yeah , i shall be very open about it now . didnt you notice that i was acting weird around you ? okay maybe i did a pretty good job hiding the awkwardness and stuff =D HAHA.. but yeah , when you came into my room i didnt really wanna make eye contact with you or watsoever . rmb rmb ???it was wild . we should have a try at it again .. face to face ?? hahaha ... okay what's wrong with me . its like i have split personality . like the way i thought it was fun to talk to my son like that , but at the same time im like , what the hell am i thinking ?! you know , yeah , im weird .. im also weirded out . oh yeah , and like the way i wanna go to school but at the same time , dont wanna go to school . and that remind me , about the fugly wounds on my forehead . i hope it heals by next tuesday !it still hurts if i touch it .and oh yeah , i have prac this saturday . and the dress rehersal on sunday . i can escape sat's nagging cos rose wont be there.. but if it doesnt go away by sunday , i can jus soak in her royal nags . wow . isnt that exciting.. ugh !! it came and went . it showed me how stupid i could be . all because of it. but on the other hand , im sure ill still be stupid enough to fall for it all over again .
