to kill a mocking bird is terrific so far . my childhood babes vanessa and marisse have alr read it .. and both said that it's awesome :D OKAY !! cool . hahaha ..
ytd was really productive.. figured out all the e maths chaps im supposed to know , HAHAHAHHA!! thanks to PIMPS , who lent me her materials and sexy calculator . haha ! and of course , thanks to vanessa , who taught me chemistry oh so late at night . hahaha !!! im hopeless ,and im getting help from a girl , who got 37/40 for a test ?!?!?!?! AHAHAHHAHA!!! oh man , i feel so ashamed to show her my chem file .. with all the 4/25's and stuff.. man ! hahahha !! i told her , "you'll just look at my sch test papers and laugh ... "
her school's finishing the Amaths and Chem sylabus .. and as for me ... i dont pay attn , and my sch's like a snail compared to hers .. man oh man ! God save hannah !! ahhahaha !!!
im starting to find my solitary moments so beautiful . where i can just sit , lie or stand .... stare into space , and not think of how ugly the world is . i like dreaming of a world of my own ... deleting all the shit , throwing away all the ugly stuff that makes life so miserable .. its healthy , just zonking out for an hour or two .
we are worlds apart , but my heart's right next to yours :)
