i cant wait for the Os to be over . yes , i know its like .. far away , to some , esp those who arent taking it . but , it's NEAR. fucking hell near. just look .. whoosh , its alr march . soon itll be april.. hahaha .. duh-uh .. i wanna get outta STC. but im sure as hell that ill miss it after i graduate . my thoughts now are just running all over the place. i finished to killa mocking bird. returned it too . life is so unjust .why cant people just have equal rights .. or at least a fighting chance to earn one . man .. my life would be such a dull literature book ... random i know , but i've been thinking .. the readers would just get really fed up .. cause my life's full of people bitching , bitching , bitching and bitching.. filled with petty , immature characters . ill probably be like june in joy luck club . only , without knowing life's importance and all .. i'd be the indecisive one. HAHA.. okay .. enough .
my lifestyle has been really unhealthy .. im so sick of bottling everything up . oh well .. i need to express myself more *nods .. i just cant help it sometimes when someone really pisses me of .. whether i know him , or ... let's just say he's some bitch roaming around , and he just so happens to be where i am .. man .. there are times when i really regret not showing them my middle finger ...i also do regret it when i'd keep my mouth shut about things..
like the other day , some fucked up bus driver with crushed balls glared at me , cause the taxi i was in held him up.... okay , so maybe its my fault i asked the driver to stop there . but , the bus driver's "beng-ness" and all just really pissed me off .. if my mom were'nt there he'd have a real good look at my middle finger .
the evil thoughts in my head are so unhealthy. haha .. i wanna lie in my room and forget everything else .i wish i didnt get into STC. i wished i got into some othher school . i wish i had malay friends who are so cool . i wanna become a fashionista/minah ..HAHAHA.. that'd be so cool.. malays are cool people.. they make up most of the "good looking population" here . when i go out , the beautiful people i see would be malays .. but of course there'd be the occasional hot caucasian , eurasian , chindian , indian , chinese , bla bla bla ..malays have an awesome sense of fashion.. its like , they are the model species.. they can make the ugly beautiful . :) take ytd , i was at the bus stop with my dad , there was this really hot malay guy . and he was in ... a singlet thing , berms , slippers , oversized sunglasses with the typical slingbag worn above his ass .put that on some other guy , and he'd look like he was chased outta the house in the middle of his sleep. but man , that fellow was hot. :) not gonna deny a hottie when i see one..
the upcoming zouk party.. hahaha.. i predict , there'd be people dressed thinking they would be getting married , made up till they look like powder figurines , and wearing heels so they could touch the sky.. hahahhahahahahaha.. not that the party is gonna be lame .. just that , there are really gonna be alot of first timers :/ its pretty disturbing .. oh well , everyone has had a first time i guess ?
