i studied emaths . on my own , i can understand locus and all that jazz :)
after which i went to sleep . i had a very very very disgusting dream.
i dreamt that , i kept ALOT OF BUGS ! oh how i shudder thinking of it now .
and , i kept like a whole lot of them in this used ice cream container . and somehow , they got loose !!!!!!!! i totally freaked out . i screamed for tongs so i didnt have to touch them . they were all probably 2inches long , and really really fat . i sccoped , threw them into the box , and they would crawl out ! till now , i still dont know why i would bring such a tormenting thing around.. i wouldnt even touch ONE bug . what more to bring a whole tubful around? so anyway , the setting changed. but the bugs still followed . this time , the bugs escaped again . and this time , there were actually people helping me solve the problem ... BY EATING THEM !!! omygosh. i woke up .. its dreams like these that give me bug phobia . i panick at every bloody dragon fly i see .. i wanna run everytime i see a cockroach. and yeah , that's cause of this recurring dream i had. where i'd be in this pit , with no way out .. well actually there was a way but it was super difficult to climb outta the damn pit ? and suddenly , out of this freakin tiny whole , all the roaches would appear and ... scare the hell outta me .. you see , ITS BECAUSE OF MY DREAMS !! but i've learnt to control myself. but , the phobia's not entirely gone of course. hahahha .
me and my stupid dreams.. i hate dreams where im stuck in some hole. like the roach dream i had . and this is another. it happened after watching chucky , you know , that stupid doll that kills everyone ? i went to sleep , and then , i was in this hole .. with chucky heads rolling all over the place .. i had to like jump to avoid it biting me. because , as you all may know , chucky can kill , headless or bodiless . oh the horror .... please God , give me sweet dreams tonight !