im terribly twisted . but maybe its just the fact that there are seriously no guys around that are worth that second to look at . like today , at foodfirst , while waiting for my food , to my right , there was this really cute GIRL . and to my left , a bunch of guys who were totally barbaric . they would all LAUGH . and then , one would go "hoogahooga !!! " and they would again , burst into laughter . okay fine , i act like that sometimes but ..... they are just , disgusting . okay , so anyway , i got my food , and while eating , again , another hot girl was waiting for her food at this random stall . she looks like a girl portugese used to like. she was really hot. hahaha..in chinatown , while sitting down waiting for my hair to grow , it was like some kind of PARADE OF BLONDES. but , im not so lesbian this time okay . yes , there were loads of hot stuff strutting in front of me . but , there were also the occasional , rare specimen of the beautiful kind of male species who walked pass. hahaha !!! but , i really think that , singapore has really really little good looking guys to look at. now you can go , "YAH !!!! "hahahaa ...but its true right? and here's a funny fact. i was reading some posts in a forum just now . regarding the winner of the ms singapore universe `06. and , most of the people who were voicing their opinions were guys , out of these guys , lets say 90% were saying that the winner isnt pretty enough , blablabla .... and out of this 90% , 70% typed in broken english , with that touch of ahbeng language . you dont need me to show you right? and , hello ? they say that carol's not goodlooking . but i bet that these guys are hideous themselves . even if they arent hideous , the fact that they are potentially ahbeng already makes them hideous in a way considering the fact that , ahbengs cant dress , cant talk , cant behave and cant think . oh how they amuse me .. eUu mUsT SaY ThAt Moi iShH CoReCt wORxxXx. *SHUDDERS!!*
my mom's being fucking annoying. as in seriously. she's been pissing the fuck outta me the whole day. was supposed to go meet mel for lunch today , but she insisted that i follwed her ass around singapore just cause her cousin's in town ? like i'd buy her lie . and of all places , she had to go to lucky plaza ?! she's just trying to prove to her gossip monger friends that , im a good daughter, who follows her aroud instead of going out with my friends . and today , what seriously pissed me off in the morning was , the fact that she told me straight in my face . that , her fucking circle of friends are gossiping about me , because of that woman , the bloody one who convinced her to get a place her in bukit panjang . because of that woman , now , all eyes are on me ... my mom told me that , they talk about me being a bad influence to T . because apparantly , i FORCED her to go to zouk . and , that i left her there after midnight to find her own way home . when im supposed to be obliged to stick with her the whole night. they talk about the way i lied to my mom last year , that i was going to some class gathering wen in fact i went clubbing . okay , that i admit , is true . and so now i tell my mom whenever i go clubbing. and she's okay with it. but now my mom's not happy because PEOPLE are not happy with the fact that i go clubbing. thank god for people like tita agnes and aunty myriam . who actually understand the fact that im just a teenager . but fuck the rest of them , who gossip their tongues off about me just because i go clubbing. that woman said that T has become a new and better person after she stopped hanging out with me. like wtf ?! even T says wtf to that . but anyway , i was fine with her talking about me cause i didnt give a damn . but the fact that my mom cares way too much pisses me off . i told her not to care . and she said she didnt. but , its so freaking obvious that she does and she's like trying to prove to everyone that im not that kind of person. when i am. i admit i am . lucky plaza is a place where quite a number of my mom's friends work . and so , she HAD to go there today . to show that, she was with me . and that i wasnt with anyone else. also , my mom's being super cowardly . that , i shall leave out .i cant believe im saying this but im trully disappointed in her. let's make a list of things she did today to piss me off . she almost let my 2 cousins get lost in the middle of chinatown because she was being selfish and arrogant . she keeps telling me that i am ALWAYS smsing when in fact i only took out my phone TWICE in front of her . she accused me of spending hours on the phone when i dont even rmb the last time i spent at least 30min on the phone. blahblahblah. its getting boring complaining about her. i cant believe she gives a shit about gossips . i told her straight in her face when she told me that her friends were gossiping about me ... i said " you and your stupid gossip monger friends . its not my fault your friends all have nothing better to do . i seriously dont care about what they say . why do you care so much . " i took a cookie and walked away .
