think about the way things were
5 months ago ,
to 2 months back ,
to , now ... really i dont see the point in everything that has happened.
the self-denial and all . how all the lies sum up to artificial happiness and stuff . really , i should just throw all those lies away and get to the bottom of , what is really bothering me . but , its still a qurstion as to why i choose to be happy for now , and cry over things later . what if i really had no feelings for them* , that nothing changed really , only the words that came outta my mouth . which of course , totally changed what went on in my head . but , after everything that has happened , how can that be possible ? now can someone please tell me , that , it all makes sense ? shit . fuck everything \
it was mel's bday ytd . i hope you like your present :)
it was sch ,
home
marisse's
then town
watched ice age
ate at chippy's
hung out at subway
laughed my hearts out
because of my lame best friend ,
whom i love so so much !!! :D
and then , went homeee
i should really start studying. mother tongue Os are really near . fuck . hahahha .
