im back from A's so called farewell party .. i dont know if i should be happy for him , or sad for him .. okay wth . ill be happy for him . fine , its sad that he has to leave his gf here , his friends , and practically his childhood and everything else .. but hey , im glad he's working towards wha he always wanted .. pretty cool .. he's gonna finally work towards becoming a pilot ..
in case you were wondering , the party was a complete bore .. things have changed like i said . A's probably the most hostile mass of blob i know.. i arrived , and not even a quick hi , hello or what's up .. not even a smile .. nada , nothing . sure , he has all his friends and maybe the thinks that he's too cool to hang out with me . but whatever man ... i seriously dont understand how things could have changed so much .. actually , i dont feel the pinch cause he's leaving .. whether he leaves or not , its so insignificant that , i feel that i have totally wasted my time at the party today ... if he stays , i dont talk to him .. if he leaves , then , nah , seriously no diff . i know you must be thinking that i have the completely wrong mindset on this whole idea of him leaving , since i probably knew him since i was like what ? 9 years old ? 6 and a half freakin years and it all comes down to this .. it just angers me . not because im in love with him or anything . its just that , if things can fall apart with him to this extent , i wonder if it would happen to the ones that really matter to me now .but i shouldnt cry over the possiblity that it could happen . right? hahah.. i should just , treasure the way things are now . and , promise myself that i wont give myself a chance to be angry again . oh how i love my friends . so yeah , goodbye A , enjoy yourself in the philippines .
anyway , today in school , mrs pang talked to the graduating girls about the Os .. i am , MOTIVATED :D she said ... "all the doors and windows to every JC and poly course is open to each and every one of you .. and it is you , who close the windows and doors .." yeah , something like that? hahaha.. i can do so much better than the way im performing now , i know i can ! like , take the egeog paper for example , i just lost 12 freakin marks , just like that .. cause i didnt get what the question was trying to ask me .. 12 marks , gone .. IT WAS SO WASTED!!! I CAN DO WAY WAY BETTER!
during assembly , there was some "sing to the dawn" promotion going on .. a QnA session between ms lee and the school .. with PRIZES .. HHAHAHA.. but that's besides the point.. there was this question , where we were supposed to guess whose laughter was playing .. yeah , they recorded some teacher's laughter and played it for the whole school .. my goodness .. i thought it was some female teacher . im serious . it really sounded like a woman . so yeah , y'all should know where im getting at .. it was mr lau ! everyone was like "WHAT?!?!?!" ..ms lee even said "when we heard his laughter , we were all , concerened .." HAHAHHA.. wth!
after school , in order to waste time before going to the party (and thank God i did that) , i went to TBP to eat with melissa . then , i spent ages in videoezy trying to decide which video we should rent .. its your fault mel , you always make me make the decisions. anyway , rented just like heaven .. okay , so here's what i found out .. never , watch a serious movie with mel , cause her comments are always out of point and ever so anti-climax.im serious . anyway , the movie was nice . there are scenes that made me tear .. i think if mel wasnt there making so much noise i woulda cried. i have a sensitive heart . hahhaah ! it was funny too . nice :) i heard my mom's best friends pour all her tears out while watching the show on the plane .. and , the guy beside her , a total stranger .. even got concerned and got her a box of tissue .... she drowned herself with wine after that .. a pretty hilarious senario . then i watched a bit of ben it like beckham .. kiera knightly doesnt look that gorgeous there.. she's way hotter in domino and pirates of the carribean. wouldnt you agree ? and anyway , it was off to TBP after that . it was like what ? 7+pm .. and hahhaha!! my mom actually wanted me there by 5.30pm .. at A's house i mean . had a snack . yeah .. and then i was in for the time of my life. they were gorgeous btw :)
my mom and i were having a pleasant conversation about the upcoming fashion show .. the designer , Mr Ginoo , is apparantly , gay , or at least , extremely feminine . anyway , mr ginoo and his choreographer are only coming to singapore on the 8th of june. that's like , 5 days before the fashion show . my mom said i should be prepared for only one rehersal before the thing itself . firstly , OMG , secondly , shit ! it seems like mr ginoo is really something in the philippines .. imgaine that , a blouse for 190 freakin US dollars... 0.0 ... oh .. hahaha.. here's the joke of the day .. my mom confirmed with me that marie , the organiser of this whole thing , wants me , to give runway tips to the models this saturday .. my immediate reaction , "what ?! is she crazy?" .. my mom's reply " yeah , i was also shocked .." -.-" but its true .. i havent been in heels for the longest time . and , ive become more conscious on the way i walk , and , i walk weirdly .. my feet are eternally tilted to the sides . hard to explain . nvm .. its quite a mystery how i survved the past two shows. ARGHH!! and now , there is really , no room for flaws . i gotta lose weight too . i think , im gonna wear heels tml . yeah .. whatever .. hahaha.. laugh people . me , giving runway tips .. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
