im home , when im supposed to be out , with pamela , queueing up for a movie ticket ...
its my mom ...the usual story .. it's been ages since i've actually enjoyed a movie with pam ..hahhaa.. nevermind pam , look on the bright side , ive gotta save up for saturday ..

there's been a major change of plans for , pretty practical reasons , but im fine with them :) it's been ligering in this messy brain of mine . the big PLAN B . hahahha . today was the end of my exams , and to think i should be happy now , enjoying ... but noooo , sadistic st theresa's convent has to give out some of the results .. my feelings towards my english paper is neither good nor bad .. so of course , being me , i got reaaaal angry .. as usual , paper two pulled me down .. by two freakin grades .anna chen was the top scorer from EL ... for the whole level.. *clap clap* . doesnt surprise me actually , since her contributions during lit classes never fails to make me go "what ?" or "huh?!" or " ummm , how do spell that word , and wtf does it mean ???" HAHAHAH.. yes , all im trying to say is , she's so , linguistic . that's very cool. haha .. but maybe that's just me but who cares . as for mother tongue , ill take it as a freakin PASS .. okay , i failed but that's only in my records . but it really wasnt fair of him to include all the mock exams ... all of which i FAILED .. so of course , i failed .. i got an E !! i got so angry i just walked out even he didt really dismiss us yet..

okay enough of the bad side of LIFE. lam dim , donna , pat and i were talking about the da vinci code before we got into class to do RNR .. i think the da vinci code is really , bullcrap .. im gonna watch the movie though .. hahaha... come quick ! book me ! nah im just kidding . anyway , the thing is , i havent watched the movie , and i havent read the book .. and it already sounds ridiculous to me . i only heard about it ... the part about Jesus having a kid with Mary Mag is totally outta this world . lam dim said that according to the book , Jesus was supposedly sitting beside Mary Mag at the last supper ... and , here's the other ridiculous thing ive heard , Jesus was sitting in between Mary and another guy .. if you were to look closely , you would see a V shaped thing ..and that's supposed to represent the vagina like wtf right .. and lam dim said that , since Jesus was in between the V , that's supposed to represent the vagina ......... alrighty , you guys should know where im getting at .. pat said that according to the bible there's gonna be a nuclear holocaust .. pat pat pat .... but , if you do see it in a way , the bible did mention the 911 incident as well as the SARS epidemic .

today's timetable was pretty full of shit .. it was the exam , until 9am .. and from then till 1115 am , all the sec fours who didnt take core geog had nothing to do .and , if you know me , i have to be busy all the time , especially when im at a boring place like school . but , surprisingly time flew past , cause pam and i were at it again , talking about our wonderful lives .. HAHAHHA.. i now see things in a different light .. that's not a very good thing . then yeah , it was supposed to be RNR .. but as a class we were talking about the upcoming school musical . its a remake of "sing to the dawn" ... if anyone wants tickets please send me a message or something . its in july , forgot what dates .. hahahah! but anyway , tickets go at $25/30/40 ... yup :) its worth it trust me . as a clique , we've decided to splurge a little and get premium seats so edlyn and dora can sing to us ! hahaha .. this is gonna be goood ! it should be since the school poured 60 to 70K out so we could have this big event . haha ..

this time , its gonna be different . really girl cheer up . ill be here for YOU
yes , i was stupid
reaaal stupid ... maybe what i told you is true ,
but heck , its just not the same anymore.
you were right
she definitely ruined you and your image
because , now , all i see is you , and the way you used to be.
that's something i cant erase so im sorry .
disgusting , im simply appaled.
what im trying to say is , i dont see you the way i used to .
and , yup , its because of your past .

4:40 PM;
<3 hannah banana