ahh back from , town .
so , the rehersals only start tml . wow . isnt that , super last minute ? anyway , its just one outfit . one . desiree , mona , aya , mia and i reached the place like , real late ... cause we were at the kallang theatre .. they danced and i ogled at jolina magdangal . oh yeah , i think it was her i saw the other day while out with stef , mel and yingjie. when i arrived , sofia , isabella , pilar and karen were already done .. said hi and all .. blablabla.. anyway , first , they asked me to try on this , super traditional outfit ... i was already told that i have to show a little stomach .. but i looked at it and i was like 0.0 ... A LITTLE ???hahaha ... it shows , um .. okay , never mind ... you'd be practically topless except , your boobs will be covered ... its like , urghh .. nvm .. my point is , far too much belly exposed. anyway , when they gave me the skirt for it i was like , omg , cause it looked really really tiny .. like how the fuck was i supposed to get into that thing .. and plus , it was supposed to be at the hips . not at the waist . so anyway , i did , get into the thing and , yeah ... HAHHAHAHA !!! no i did not tear it alright .. anyway , madam jero said that , i'd look better in pilar's outfit .. cause her outfit was a lil too long for her so i tried that one on too . then , suddenly , mona was missing . this part shall not be revealed . but anyway , she came back ... oh yes , now here's the total , thank God it happened part . i didnt feel really comfortable in pilar's outfit for the simple reason : my stomach isnt presentable .. HAHHAHA .. and , mona didnt wanna wear the super heavy gown for the grand finale cause , i dont know why actually .. but yeah .. so , since i was mona's height .. they asked me to try on that gown ..i didnt realise how freakin heavy it was till they asked me to walk in it .. i was like ... WHOA .. hahahha .. my mom said it was 10kg . but mr guinoo , the designer , said it was 20 ... but after i changed out of it and , carried it , it didnt seem like 20 .. but whatever man . my point is : it's heavy , okay!!! mr guinoo took five months to complete that dress , but i can see why , the beadwork and all .. so , thank god . yeah , ill be doing the grand finale tml . in that dress that covers my blubber . im happy , mona's happy .. and i can continue eating like a normal girl . mr guinoo's not that feminine . HAHA .. but , when desiree was given this absolutely beautiful outfit to try on , she went to the other side of the wall , and someone said to her , "where are you going ? why so shy ? we are all women here ... " . and by the way , mr guinoo was right there .. but he smiled at said " so true ...." .. ohh man .. but he's really really friendly and nice :)
pam says she's gonna be at the hotel tml . YAY ! :)
