they call her aya and she's freakin CUTE ! XD
i cant believe i took 2 freakin hours to get home today .. i was so exhausted . while doing my maths home work at mel's , my right hand had spasms and i gave up . we watched this korean drama thing . with really lousy subtitles.. HAHHAHA ! but nonethless , the show was good .... that korean actor is HOT alright . hahha ..oh yeah , mel and i also attempted watching this "economical version" of silent hill .. total bullcrap . i was falling asleep . but , i believe ,the lousy quality of the damn dvd switched me off right from the very beggining .. the subtitles were more fucked up than the subs of the korean drama . after , let's say , 15 minutes through silent hill , mel was like "i think its a total flop ... " .. i said "yeah! im fallin asleep ! " ... so we decided to stop watching cause mel said she could scare me better than the film can .but of course , who dars to deny the fact that mel is , indeed , SCARY ? HAHAHHA ...ohhh man ...
i admit it , i have a stupid crush on that 700 guy .. HAHAHHAHA !! he's not the only one , there's also .. michael ballack , won bin (???) , that , korean actor in my girl (??) , and many many more !!! hhahahha!! okay wtf ! i was totally acting like A BIMBO just now .. i alighted the bus and , there they were , michael ballack and david beckham , waiting for me to arrive ... they worship the ground i walk on , they embrace the very air i breathe , they absolutely ADORE ME!!! hahahaha!!! yeah yeah , IN MY DREAMS .. hahhaha! i bumped into this man , causae i saw ballack ... i turned around once more to look at him as i walked off ... and i bumped into this man .. all he could say was "EH EH EH EH EH EH EH EH !! " ... like hello ?! why dont YOU move ?! actually i believe i was only close to bumping into him .. and he refused to move .. bloody idiot .. i didnt feel any part of me being nudged or whatever .
i told myself to stop wishing cause wishing and imagining just deprives you more of what you want .. so i told myself " stupido ! stop wishing !!! the more itll never happen ! " .. and guess what , right after telling myself that , it did happen :) oh how beautiful life is ! i wished to ___ _____ and i did ! for two consecutive days ! HAHHAHAA!!! better than nothing .
`and so maybe im in self denial
... maybe i am secretly in love with you
