i have episode 8 . but no cd . how ?
i missed school today for a fucking dumb reason . hahaha !!! ohh well , tomorrow's another day . actually i have a feeling tht tomorrow's timetable would be highly unappreciated . hahaha!! okay what the fuck . my room window is open . and its drizzling so i guess , my papers and all are getting wet .but im too lazy to go and close them and if i do , i think my sister and her friend will run to the com to use it . but i've unfinished business online .
anyhoos , yesterday i was in a pissy mood thanks to my listening comprehension . hahaha ! but anyway , when i was feeling happy i think it really showed . i had my first mock exam of the term . e maths . it was prety fine . and , oooh , actually way easier than i expected since it was actually a compilation of last year's prelim papers from different schools . the atmosphere during the exam was shit . hahaha ! seriously . there was amateur music coming from one of the rooms , and , it was irritating and horrid . but , suddenly , it just became this big joke for some reason . edlyn laughed out loud and that always makes me giggle , making mel laugh too i guess . hahaha !!! pamela came over to my place to check out her dress . we watched tv and then decided what to wear for racial harmony day . and , hahaha ! ohh well , the whole group of us will definitely have LOOK AT US written all over . that should be interesting .
i missed school today . watched a little oprah . the first part was boring hahhaa .. but then there was the intimate interview with this family , whose gifted daughter passed away cause of suicide . apparantly , she was granted scholarship by one of the prestigeous universities in usa . she felt depressed and all that before actually attempting suicide . and , the thing that really made it all worse, was the fact that she was actually encouraged to do it . there are sources suggesting the most painless , fastest ways of commiting suicide .. there are also groups of people who call themselves "pro-choice".. in other words :pro-suicide ..this poor girl has actually gotten the encouragement from strangers , people she has never met before .. she told them about how she planned to die , because of her stress and stuff .. and they actually told her things like "okay , i hope all goes well .." and , "there is really no point in prolonging your suffering so just end it off " .. how detestful . what makes it even more devastating was the fact that she didnt want to break her family's heart . she even told that group of people that she didnt wanna die right before her sister's birthday , and she didnt know how to tell her family goodbye . so , she actually got help from another individual in writting her suicide note . planned so well , it's just really stupid .
i find oprah highly influencial .. her show made me anti-suicidal .. hahaha !!! but its kind of amazing . because of her show , president bush has made a law protecting individuals who have been forced into prositution and all .. that is really great since millions of dollars have already been put aside to set up homes for these people who go into prostitution for the sake of living . it also helps those children who suffer because of the fucking pedophiles out there .. come to think of it , my passion in humanitarian issues is kinda scaring me .. hhaahaha .. okay , i think its back to the books for me . byebye
