im sure many of you would have moms who read your journals and all . okay . maybe not . think my mom's probably the only one who loves invading my dear privacy . she's always hovering over my back while im having a chat with friends online . she's always eavsdropping on my phone calls ... and finally ,today,while i was out, she read my journal . i guess she even read the one given to me by a special someone months ago . when , i was all emo and hating my fucked up life , trying to pick up the pieces of my fucked up brains and putting it all together in a miserable , pathetic manner .. in english : my mom should well know by now that im gay . hooha .. yes , actually , i dont know why im hiding it .. oh i know , she'd use it against me in every fucking way . all the more a reason as to why she should stop feeding my education some money . that's how fucked up i am . but , the way she fucking contradicts herself amazes me . one minute she says itll be my last schooling year and the next , she questions my poor performance in school . i just know she read it . it couldnt have ended up nicely in a bag together with all my other letters and all whitout her touching it . touching it , is fine by me .. but knowing her fucked up brains , she read it alright . she even said she'll have a talk with me . im waiting . if she thinks all this is gonna make me get closer to her and the family and all , she's so fucking wrong . and talk about respect . after all she has done , tell me , why the fuck should i respect her ? dont get me wrong , i respect my dad .. alot . that's cause he respects me too , as a person . as for my mom .. she doesnt even respect my friends . tsk . fuck her .
anyway , i went over to chinatown today cuase mel , pam and alyssa were doing flag selling . haha .. i didnt sign up so yeah . there were so many macdonalds .. and so many versions of people's park . people's park complex , people's park centre , whatevs . so , it took me about an hour to find melissa . hahahha !!! a story that almost gave me a heart attack .. she was fucking around and pissing me off .. apparantly she loves it when i get pissed off . yes , there you go , my FRIEND . hahah .. we met up with pam and alyssa .. and , heavens have mercy , they slacked . hahaha !! but , their tins were pretty heavy so i guess that's okay . lol .
after doing good to society , mel and i went over to her place .and while she bathed i decided to wait for her at the playground .. all was good till this bunch of kids came and started playing pirates of the carribean . and oh man , it irritated the shit out of me ... they were so vigorous with the playground equipment that , the platform i was sitting on shook like crazy . it was that bad . now i know kids have a very very wild imagination and unfortunately that pisses me off .. they were going "CHING ZANG SING !!!"(sword sounds) ... i felt like slapping them . lol .. mel to the rescue .
we went to the esplanade .BAYBEATS!!!!!!! .. we were early for the next performance and so we went to marina square to get something to eat .. after which , we met up with egan . hahaha .. he's so adorable . like a kid trapped in a grown up's body . we watched a local band that totally KICKED ASS !!! IT WAS REALLY GOOD !!! one of the members had this really cool hairstyle . the playing was awesome , the vocalist was good , unlike many local vocalists out there ... go check them out . theyre known as A Vacant Affair !!!!!! multiple thumbs up !
mel and i came across marisse and her troop . haha .. what a nice coincidence :) .. so yeah , we only watched one band . but , that band was awesome so the trip was worthwhile . so maybe ill go back tml and watch ETC , Page , Ken Stringfellow , Calerway , Concave Scream and Electrico .. hahaha !!! cool . i hope i can go and stay out late . lol .. mel said that the volume of it all could affect our listening comprehension on monday . how lame . hahaha . i wanna get the survival kit ! $20 !!! ill just go with the flow .
