i've just finished reading a certain someone's blog .. about , her life , and her special someone . and i read it , and realised , that im in exactly the same situation as her .. not exactly , i guess i am in the state she has already gone through . yes , its so true , its fucking easy to pretend .. but i guess really thinking about it hurts so much .would things turn out the way it did for her ? unfortunately , as flawless as things may seem now , i think they would . no matter what the promises we'd potentially make would be , they'd all be broken . i would tell You what's really going on on my mind ? but then again maybe its best i just kept it in a a little while longer .. its only a few more months .. and now the big question is : how do i let go ? how do i get over you ? haha , yeah ... how ? OH WELL !!! :Di reached home at around 11pm ytd . haha .. i was totally shagged i went to bed .
night study wasnt that productive .. mel and i stormed in an hour late ..
we only managed to finish that stupid chemistry worksheet .. i didnt know how to do a single question without refering to the textbook or my notes . hahahah !!! i wish my O level cert would look nice . but , i dont know how that's gonna happen .
anyhows , today , i was planning my L1R4 with pamela during literature , when we were supposed to be doing prac crit on this shit boring story about the future . i hate stories about the future and how far technology can bring us .. firstly , its bloody scary , secondly , its so fucking unrealistic , so , its even more horrifying . HAHA .. so anyway , here it is ...
for L1 , i'd take english .. and for english , i'd HAVE TO get an A2 ... because the course i want to get into requires people who are insanely liguistic .. haha !for my maths , i'd take E Maths .. obviously cause i think i'd never be able to master A Maths in time .. and for that , i wanna get a fucking A1 .. HAHAHHAHA !!! hey hey , i must have FAITH ..for science , i'd take my biology .. because my chemistry is in the same state as my A Math .. for that , i want an A1 , of course , but i'd aim for a 2 first ..and then i'd take both humans .. combined and lit .. i want a distinction for my CH , and at least a 3 for lit .. so that would mean , im actually aiming for a 9 ... hahahah !!! with that , i think i can slide through the course hands down . i must start working hard . m gonna do bio tonight after my nap . but of course , if i were to screw things up , everyone , please tap on fucking wood , i'd really hope my agg doesnt zoom past 13 :) till later .
