im really scared now
it's like ,
like yesterday's dose of anxiety wasnt enough or something .
i can still remember my hands totally VIBRATING while miss koh was talking to me .
and when she asked me to sign , it was ... CRAZY
hahhahaha
i can still remember shaking even after i knew my results !
and then now !!!!!
yeah , i have what it takes to slide my way to NP mass com .
BUT THEN ,
reality check .
SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE are competing with me !
im not like my friend mel ...
who can cruise her way into any freakin course in any freakin poly .
its like , she can DEFINITELY get into her first choice .
and she would DEFINITELY work hard.
and guess what
she's now worrying about "the next thing" ...
WHAT IF SHE CANT MAKE IT TO NUS ...
HAHHAHAHAHA
mel and pam were talking , and their convo went something like this :
M:what if i cant make it to NUS?!?!
P:you havent even started poly you know ...
and P was saying that ,
once she finishes poly she'll probably worry about where to work ,
or where to set up her clinic or something
i can imagine her head exploding
especially now that she's moody cause of PMS ..
like , imagine her frown till the second it just explodes
maybe i should stop talking cause there really is a buldge on her forehead .
HAHAHAHHA !!!!!!!!!
i went out with pussy today
she bought me lunch and we were next to this whole bunch of posers
like , i dont mean to judge .
but , there is really one serious poser.
and i know her
how stupid
hahahah
she's from the most bimbotic school in singapore
okay , i should really stop bitching before God decides not to bless me
hahahah !
i think i'd be vibrating again while opening the posting results .
oh what a scary thought .
