i've decided to sign up for the freshie orientation camp
IT BETTER BE GOOD
hahahahhaha !!!!
do i sound like a spoilt bitch
i think i do
IM SCARED
i dont know a soul in my course ,
i dont even know a soul in my school .
i'd go there and be anti-social
i hope i dont look to arrogant , subconsciously .
hahahahaha
otherwise i'd really have no choice but to be , anti-social
anyway ,
what's the deal with smoking huh
IS IT VERY COOL
hello i dont think so .
it wastes money ,
and destorys your breath ,
and you teeth
my teeth cost a bomb
so no smoking for me YO
besides ,
it could make you look like that scary lady on tv
i dont wanna look like i just crawled outta a horror movie
i dont want my breath to be horrifying either
i love to kiss :D
and who would wanna kiss people who have breaths that reek of vomit .
i just dont know how CERTAIN PEOPLE can live with vomit breathsLIKE CAN YOU PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU KILL ALL THE LITTLE ANIMALS . im being so random
anyway , the domestic situation :
WHAT THE FUCK , SERIOUSLY everything seems fine really .
my mom's treating me like the last dollar she'll ever have .
my dad , he's still not home .
he said he'll talk to me .
and ive a feeling he'll piss me off later .
if what my mom said was true ,
then ,
WHAT GIVES YOU A BLOODY RIGHT TO TAKE AWAY MY ______
it's just not fair
but whatever
i hate tlking to my parents
my dad just cant express himself right
and my mom is so full of shit .
WHAT TO DO
my mom made me miss work today
at both the hotel and the restaurant
like FUCK MAN
I NEED THE MONEY and , daily's probably gonna kill me .
my mom better clear things up
see how thinking of my family kills the mood
my mom ,
she was really willing to give in to me .
funny thing is ,
WHY DIDNT SHE TRY LOOKING FOR ME WHEN I WAS GONE ?
anyway , yeah ,
she asked me to put out the laundry ,
i said wait ,
she ended up doing it ..
WITHOUT NAGGING AT ME
she was willing to splurge on lunch .
only pizza hut at lucky plaza was undergoing renovation
BUT !
she bought my food , carried it to the table
while i sat down and did nothing
i told her i wanted to get my eyebrows done
and she let me get it done .
she even paid for it
she didnt protest when i added stuff to the grocery basket
she is now willing to make clothes for me .
look at the bloody difference
oh but of course ,
i dont believe that good things will last
i enjoyed just now
so im just waiting for my dad to come home .
AND WE SHALL TALK
URGHHH
get it over and done with please
i had no social life today
i didnt even have the privelage of bumping into someone i know
even someone i dont like :\
HAHAHAH !!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET SOMEONE TODAY LAAA !!!
:(
the feeling of being deprived ...
plus im thirsty (so out of point , but anyway ,)
she's like a drug .
GOSH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE MY SCHOOL LIFE!
hahahahha !!!
she'll have her own , busy schedule .
and ill have mine .
so sad , so very sad .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!
i sound psychotic dont i ?
my ipod is SPOILT !!!
like the songs wont start playing
:(((
I NEED
musicno music , no money , no life !
RAWR
roar roar roar
OH YEAH .
which reminds me ,
tmr's like the last day ill be working at nihon mura .
some how , im happy .
i cant touch the money i earn anyway .
HAHA
OH ITS TEN !!!
:D
joy .
