juicy ignorance

2007-04-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

MOVED TO WORDPRESS !!!!!!!!!
PROVOKE

2007-04-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

three people ,
named Somebody , Nobody and Crazy
Somebody killed Nobody ..
unfortunately ,
Crazy witnessed it
Crazy ran to the police ,
screaming
"SOMEBODY KILLED NOBODY ! SOMEBODY KLLED NOBODY !!"
the police said ,
"WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY ?!?!?!?!"
crazy goes
"YES I AM CRAZY !!"

HAHAHAHA !
think of it some more ,
it will be funny ! :)

i woke up at 7.30AM !!!!!
i met up with yangwei , sarah , lizzy , rachel and mel today for breakfast at niqqi's
MY LONG AWAITED PRATA !
and the company was awesome !

neck's hurting like crap
maybe its my posture
maybe its the way i sleep
dammit i feel so old
HAHHHHAAHA

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN ONE WEEEK !!!!!!!!!!!
EXCITING SHIT
hahaha
im begining to feel better about not going for orientation
cause apparantly no one is going :P
so , its not a bad thing to not go i guess ?
i have better things to do anyway

im alr eying this bag for school
its 90 smackaroos and you can customise the bag , the cover thing and the strap !
SO FREAKIN COOOOL
ARHHGHGHGH

GOOD THING :
MY MOM IS ALLOWING ME TO APPLY FOR AN ATM CARD

LOL !!!
but 90 fucking dollars
HEART PAIN
hahahah !!!!!!!!!!!

exciting shit

i owe Her so much
its not like she forced me to
she's too much of a sweetheart i just wanna be nice to her for one day
INDUGLZ ! cant wait
so many plans
and time's running out
thank heavens im not going to freshie camp
hahahah

anyway ,
i was in town with MEL today
we were at paragon
and there's this super dupa cool cafe
THE CAKES ARE LOVELY
you could really just stand outside the place and admire the cakes
pretty pretty pretty !!!
:D

oh yes ,
im pretty EXCITED TOO
CAUSE I KNOW WHAT TO GET PAMELA FOR HER BDAY!!!!!!!!!
this is exciting cause it's the first time i can just
get something for her without frowning too much!

SEE HOW MY LIFE IS FULL OF EXCITEMENT !
WAHHHAHAHAH !!!!!!!!

i am so determined to work hard man
im ready for poly!
im gonna work so hard ,
make it to uni
and get a job which will keep me happy for the rest of my life

i mean ,
hard work can pay off (DUH)
i spent the day with my cousin and her husband yesterday
and , my uncle showed them the houses he designed on sixth avenue
WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are seriously DREAMY

AND ONE HOUSE

HE DESIGNED

LOOKED LIKE

A FREAKIN

PALACE !!!!

its seriously so pretty
i wouldnt live in that kinda house .
too big
but it really shows how hard work can pay off
these people are definitely not born with a silver spoon in their mouths
one guy is the manager of coffee bean , singapore
and the other became a millionaire , overnight , just by deciding to supply some companies with electronic shit .
oh !
and , one of the houses there had like EIGHT CARS
my sister was saying that she likes the cars , blablabla
and my aunt was like ,
"JUST ASK THEM TO GIVE YOU ONE .."
but seriously man ...
so much money ... tsk tsk
just donate them to the ilovehannah fund !
hahahahah !

back to now , reality , MY LIFE ...
hahahah
i cant stop thinking about my friend's brother's blog
im so KAYPO
but , why is he giving her a reason to be so yaya that she can get a guy to be in the palm of her hand .
if only i could tell him to STOP IT !
but who am i to say la
hahahaha !!!!!!!!
of course , its easier said that done
i've showed my weak side so many times !!
at least im happy now
and ill pray for him , really
MAY HE FIND THE HAPPINESS IM GIFTED WITH

im really so HAPPY MAN !!!!!!
:D
simple things like her telling me that
she would hold me if she could
just touches me in the most ...
wonderful way
wow !
SO CHEESY !!!
im so happy !!!
hard to contain la :)))
im overflowing with cheese .
im on cloud nine !!!!!!!!!
COOLNESS <3 <3 <3

another reason to be happy about !
i caught my mom in a good mood yesterday
so i told her that once my phone plan expires i should sign up for a singtel plan instead of getting a prepaid card cause ,
M1 IS TOTALLY ANAL ,
FULL OF SHIT AND HIDDEN CHARGES
and , getting a prepaid card will just swallow more money
MORE OF HER MONEY !
so yes !!!!!!!
ill be switching back to singtel !!!
this is good news !
singtel subscribers would really learn to appreciate singtel once they find out how bloody M1 just SUCKS UP ALL THE MONEY
plus ,
M1 SUCKS WITH THE RECEPTION
hahahaha !!!
also ,
new phone plan = new phone!
my phone really sucks ass now alright
there's something wrong with the mic so people i talk to cant really hear me
AND , i keep dropping it
it's so darn sensitive now ,
just plopping it on the table can cause the screen to go BLANK

I WIPE MY ASS OKAY !

2007-04-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

i feel like switching to wordpress
ITS PRETTTYYYY COOOOL
like you can actually put passwords on individual posts ..
i think i need it
blogger's just too open
not like many come to my blog
BUT YES
i just wanna rant without holding back ANYTHING
im to attached to this blog though .
SO MANY MEMORIES
OHHHH EMO EMO EMO EMO !!!
hahahaha !
i know , so simple ,
dont delete the blog LAH
hahhahahahaha
MAYBE
still contemplating
i dont know why im making this a big deal
ITS JUST A BLOG
PEOPLE CAN CHANGE BLOGS LIKE EVRY MONTH

i think rihanna's hot man
too bad my ex can just dream on about having her skin
HAHHAHAH

i wanna watch mr world
i hope i havent missed it
when the title , MR WORLD pops into my mind ,
i imagine ,
totally unappealing , typically handsome men with sick bodies
BUT NOOOO !!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
I WATCHED THE TRAILER ,
AND ITS LIKE
MASSIVE MAN HUNT

there's this new trend in philippines
DAYLIGHT ROBBERY USING HYPNOTIC ACTS
my mom and dad were telling us about it over brunch
the robber basically just talks to you in the most polite way
and the victim , know what's going on ,
but can only give in to the robber's requests
for example ,
my mom's friend visited a bank in manila ..
she made a withdrawal
and suddenly this random man approaches her ,
claiming he's gonna start a business and she should contribute
of course , there's something about the way he talks and so ,
she hands all the money to him ...
he also asked for her jewelery ,
claiming that they could sell it for the sake of the capital.

cool right
i mean , think of it really
push away your morals for a sec
these people can easily get rich ...
but of course ,
it's wrong ,
when it happens to you its bad ..
BLAHBLAHBLAH
WHATEVER
its still cool
HAHAHAHAH

i think that the boarder in my house is really pretty
her cousin's a celeb in philippines
HAHAHAH !!!

2007-04-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

IM HAPPY

told you im an emotional wreck
HAHAHA

i just came back from work like , an hour ago
im pretty tired
but at least i get to rest tomorrow

I HOPE I DONT REGRET NOT CLUBBING

sam just told me that there's a party at momo
no cover charge !
and , the people at the front desk are probably at st james now!!!
so cool

actually ,
it's not the club or the cost that matters man
its the company
haha
go with someone stupid and the party will be a wreck

i was talkin to sam about GRINDING ,
and those loose girls who start declaring what a flop the party is just because
NO GUY COMES UP TO THEM TO DANCE ,
OR RATHER , GRIND ,
BUT , TO BE MORE PRECISE ,
RUB THEIR CROTCHES AGAINST THEIR ARSE .
loose la LOOSE .

work today was awesome MAN
hahahaha , time did past slowly ,
but as usual it was great nearing the end
like of course , i know ..

sam was supposed to check TWO ROOMS
and she made me go with her
we ended up eating
and pretending to drink at the exec club
THERE WAS CHEESE CAKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she made this drink ..
its really not bad !
orange juice (preferably with pulp ) + sprite
SHIOK MAN
yeah ...
we started discussing our miserable lives and we really started to pretend that we were drowning ourselves with alcohol .

spent a really long time there .
and sam was banging on the door .
charlotte heard the hooha
and she came in
"WAH FUCK LA WHATS GOING ON !"
she said that .
yeah ..
sam and i were not getting our freak on thank you very much

aya work was fun .
haahahah !!!!!!!!!!!

but there was this guy ,
he came up to me

idiot : im expecting to see karen tan
me : oh , okay .. from which department?
idiot : NOW THAT'S NOT GOOD CAUSE NOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT
me: FUCK YOU BITCH !!!!

but of course i said that in my head :)
like what the hell is he saying
plus , he sounded so angry
so many karen tan`s around
WHICH ONE ARE YOU REFERING TO DAWG
i had half the mind to glare at him the next time he walks past .
BUT THEN ,
the next time i saw him ,
he was with the general manager
not that he complained
i think they are friends or something
how stupid .

something random !
I MISS HER SO MUCH

2007-04-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

looking at your messages are just a little too hard for me now .
i wanna be with you
i want you to really tell me that everything's fine .
WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL

oh right .
maybe here's why
horoscopes can be so extremely freaky sometimes .
but reading this cheered me up
:D

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)

The Bottom Line
Your emotions are unpredictable today. Try not to overreact to others' comments.
In Detail
Sometimes you love being around other people, and sometimes -- well, today is one of those days when other people (no matter how good their intentions are) will rub you the wrong way. You might find yourself jumping to some unnecessarily negative conclusions about people. So don't pass final judgment on anyone or anything today. Wait a few days -- until you can start to see things in a more objective, clearer way.

fucking horoscope cheered me up LEHZZ
im becoming a loner even before school starts
how cute

i bumped into MEITA AND CLARENE(i think)
meita told me paul twohill's in the same course as me
EW
oily hair .
hahahahaha
it's sad that he's being judged this way .
its not his fault , really
but his hair really looks damn oily LAH
and i heard that just by being around him get you judged too .
so unfair for him right .
he's just paul twohill .
lol
he has a nice nose .
take a look at it !
ignore other facial features if you must :)
anyway ,
i really havent come across anyone who HASNT gotten their notebook yet
guess im like the only one man
and school's starting soon .
reasons to get outta the house
yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!! :D

really really really
the horoscope just twisted my mood .
total 180 degree change !

2007-04-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER

2007-04-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

i went back to stc today
rachel was so shocked to see me
hahaha !
i got my yearbook .
i think my class collage is so cool
it's probably the only reason i bought the yearbook :D

i wanna pierce my neck !
my twisted mind thinks it'll look classy .
anyway , if i dont like it i can always take it out .
totally beats piercing my tongue or my fat navel
and maybe if i end up loving my piercing ill go onto getting a tattoo on my neck .

at least my mind's not as twisted as this person my friend told me about ..
she thinks her boobs are a nuisance and therefore ,
wants to have them removed so she can tattoo her favourtie artist (she's an arts freak )
ON HER CHEST

work yesterday was fun
i didnt have to do much cause sherlyn and this new guy called NELSON kept serving the food .
its not like i didnt wanna do my job
my cramps slowed me down so terribly
and i spilled terriyaki on a customer
oh well , nelson spilled hot soup on a little girl
and she cried .
nelson has BO anyway .
he and his gf are the oddest pair ever . really really really .
he has that , "TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY" look ,
while his girl has that " SHIT , IM GONNA CRY AGAIN" look .
she seriously looks like this :

yeah , super droopy eyes ,
and her lips are like a reversed U
and she blinks in that way that makes you think she's holding back her tears

ANYWAY ,
SHIT
i missed camp registration
SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET
this is depressing
this maybe a sign
I DONT WANNA BE FRIENDLESS ON THE FIRST DAY !
DEPRESSING SHIT :(((((((((((((((((((((
like how was i supposed to know right.
they just sent me the orientation info and a bloody form ,
WITHOUT any info on how to sign up
I CAN SERIOUSLY CRY OVER THIS
MY PUSSY'S BLEEDING LIKE CRAP
AND IM EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL
oh well ,
jarryl tried reassuring me that ill settle in quick .
i hope .
HAHAHAHAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can beat the crap out of my antibodies
I HATE ECZEMA

2007-03-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

SEX

people say it's like ,
scared , one's worth ,
and even worse ,
some say it's DISGUSTING !!!

IS IT DISGUSTING ?
i dont think it's disgusting .
really really really .
JUST THINK ABOUT IT

i was reading miss izzy's blog ....

"Honestly, the whole idea of labeling someone as cheap is just extremely antiquated, and completely callous.

Men who do it are prone to rape, and not necessarily the sort that’s not condoned by the law. They are those that go, ‘She’s a cheap slut, lets just fuck her’. They clearly lack maturity, and obviously do not get laid enough.
Women that do it are the worst sort of feminists possible. They are so edgy, anal and materialistic they feel the need to humiliate women who understand that there’s more to sexual satisfaction then just the tangible basket of goods they demand. Because they are clearly a threat, when in reality, they are their own adversary. But what I feel most ironic about women like these is that, on the one hand, they are pimping girl power, screaming, you’ve got pussy so subjugate the men with it; on the other, they criticize people when they use it. Because it’s always ‘too cheap a price’. But it’ll never be the right price, because you’ll never see what was really exchanged. All this while feeling very violently about how sex should be extremely sacred to a woman, and only given in the face of promised eternal loyalty (oh, but also along with the basket of good, of course).

Sacredness my ass."

"Without sex, honestly, I’d be too lazy to bother to date. Dating is tiring. You have to put on nice clothes and go out and be in public places where you have to observe all these codes of conduct. I’d take eating pizza naked over a DVD any damn day. With the occasional dinner and holiday, of course. I enjoy dating, and I enjoy looking pretty for my date, and guys have to do that sometimes, for the sake of reaffirming their appreciation though wanting to do nice things for me. But sex is the easiest, most pleasurable, non-stressful way to pull a relationship together and make it stick."

talk about controversy :)

i do not find sex GROSS
but i do find the male anatomy gross
i think the female body's beautiful .
i did find it disgusting though .
it just takes a little appreciation
gosh i sound like i look at myself naked
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA !
oh well .
this is what reading SPG does to you
plus !
since , there's no point denying the fact that im gay ,
umm , yeah , that just makes appreciating women easier .
dont worry i wont pounce on you LITTLE GIRL
i can pounce on AIDEN all day !!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH !!!!!

THE MALE ANATOMY
how do guys ever move around
especially if they wear boxers
what happens when they run .
GOODNESS

im bored
HAHAHAHAHHA
all this talk about sex is pissing me off

2007-03-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

i've decided to sign up for the freshie orientation camp
IT BETTER BE GOOD
hahahahhaha !!!!
do i sound like a spoilt bitch
i think i do
IM SCARED
i dont know a soul in my course ,
i dont even know a soul in my school .
i'd go there and be anti-social
i hope i dont look to arrogant , subconsciously .
hahahahaha
otherwise i'd really have no choice but to be , anti-social

anyway ,
what's the deal with smoking huh
IS IT VERY COOL
hello i dont think so .
it wastes money ,
and destorys your breath ,
and you teeth
my teeth cost a bomb
so no smoking for me YO
besides ,
it could make you look like that scary lady on tv
i dont wanna look like i just crawled outta a horror movie
i dont want my breath to be horrifying either
i love to kiss :D
and who would wanna kiss people who have breaths that reek of vomit .
i just dont know how CERTAIN PEOPLE can live with vomit breaths
LIKE CAN YOU PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU KILL ALL THE LITTLE ANIMALS .

im being so random
anyway , the domestic situation :
WHAT THE FUCK , SERIOUSLY
everything seems fine really .
my mom's treating me like the last dollar she'll ever have .
my dad , he's still not home .
he said he'll talk to me .
and ive a feeling he'll piss me off later .
if what my mom said was true ,
then ,
WHAT GIVES YOU A BLOODY RIGHT TO TAKE AWAY MY ______
it's just not fair
but whatever
i hate tlking to my parents
my dad just cant express himself right
and my mom is so full of shit .
WHAT TO DO
my mom made me miss work today
at both the hotel and the restaurant
like FUCK MAN
I NEED THE MONEY

and , daily's probably gonna kill me .
my mom better clear things up

see how thinking of my family kills the mood

my mom ,
she was really willing to give in to me .
funny thing is ,
WHY DIDNT SHE TRY LOOKING FOR ME WHEN I WAS GONE ?

anyway , yeah ,
she asked me to put out the laundry ,
i said wait ,
she ended up doing it ..
WITHOUT NAGGING AT ME

she was willing to splurge on lunch .
only pizza hut at lucky plaza was undergoing renovation
BUT !
she bought my food , carried it to the table
while i sat down and did nothing

i told her i wanted to get my eyebrows done
and she let me get it done .
she even paid for it

she didnt protest when i added stuff to the grocery basket

she is now willing to make clothes for me .

look at the bloody difference

oh but of course ,
i dont believe that good things will last
i enjoyed just now
so im just waiting for my dad to come home .
AND WE SHALL TALK
URGHHH
get it over and done with please

i had no social life today
i didnt even have the privelage of bumping into someone i know
even someone i dont like :\
HAHAHAH !!

I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET SOMEONE TODAY LAAA !!!
:(
the feeling of being deprived ...
plus im thirsty (so out of point , but anyway ,)
she's like a drug .
GOSH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE MY SCHOOL LIFE!
hahahahha !!!
she'll have her own , busy schedule .
and ill have mine .
so sad , so very sad .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!
i sound psychotic dont i ?

my ipod is SPOILT !!!
like the songs wont start playing
:(((
I NEED
music
no music , no money , no life !
RAWR
roar roar roar

OH YEAH .
which reminds me ,
tmr's like the last day ill be working at nihon mura .
some how , im happy .
i cant touch the money i earn anyway .
HAHA
OH ITS TEN !!!
:D
joy .

2007-03-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

ive deleted the old post cause
i felt that it was so ... blah

anyhows ,
here's a quick update of my oh so wonderful life

my mom practically threw me outta the house because of my sexuality
yeah .
damn right im gay
i know she knows ,
no point denying ,
but ill continue to do so .
deny deny deny
anyway ,
i've pretty much accepted the fact that there's like a 90% chance that im on my own now
i just got home ,
i havent been home for more than two days
my timing's just right .
neither of my parents are home
probably enough time to pack in case they chase me out of the house again .
sheesh
being homeless is tiring
am i upset ?
surprisingly , NO
its just the fact that im REALLY REALLY BROKE
and that its impossible to carry all my clothes around (though my collection's really puny)
yeap ,
THAT , pisses me off .
the night before last night ,
i was at mel's .
and last night , i was at pam's
and i must say ,
ive never felt more at home durng those past two nights .
i wake up to smiling faces
not people demanding answers to question like ,
WHERE AM I GOING , PLEASE DO THIS , PLEASE DO THAT ...

I MEAN ,
now , being home after so long ,
i feel prettty terrified
i do wonder how my parents are gonna react when they see me home
i dont wanna cry in front of them
i dont wanna throw away my pride .
pride , yes ...
it's probably the only thng that's rightfully mine now .
damn .

anyway , on a lighter note ,
the party's going as planned !
something to be happy about . i guess ?
but its june so , yeah ...
pretty much , a long way to go
pam , mel and i went over to the club yesterday to talk to ben .
he's probably the manager of the club ,
and the guy who's helping us out with the organisation of the party :)
he's really helpful and very nice
and i must say , seeing him really turned my gaydar on !
hahahaha !!

the club's really sleek ..
its really nice im telling y'all
there's this chillout section ... with skylights .
super STYLO .
we plan to make that the VIP area :D

so please ,
do cme for the party
especially if your GAY
here are the details

CLIMAX@PLAY
play is located at tanjong pagar
it is sooo not a sleazy club ,
cause i know people think that Tanjong pagar is full of sleaze
this is different
the club's pretty classy . i promise you

RnB and hiphop would be playing

the age limit's 16
no alcohol will be served but if you MUST drink ,
feel free to pop by at any of the neighbouring pubs , get drunk and go to play .
cause trust me , the neighbouring pubs wouldnt offer you the good music we can give you .

its a gay party
you can be yourself
girls can hit on girls
guys can hit on guys
we will really make sure no homophobics will be around
again , WE PROMISE

the tickets are going at $18 , presale .

you can contact me for tickets .
just tag .
or look for me on friendster
whatever .

HAHAHAHHA

2007-03-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

IM SO

BORED

!!!!!!!!!!!

im so bored , i went for a jog

didnt last long

hahahaha !!

sorry for the outburst just now .

i was walking home today and ,

yeah ..

i feel like im abusing you

i dont mean to really.

i was just SLEEPY

plus , i have to wake up at 5freakinAM tmr for work

ANYHOOS ,

your too precious to abuse .

WAHHHAHHA :D

BOREDOM

well more about you

you you you

your emotions are contagious

i feel like an emotional wreck

one minute im so happy to be next to you,

and the next i feel angry/frustrated/whatever

because , you feel angry/frustrated/whatever

but then you put your arm around me and kiss me on the cheek and i MELT

damn . i hope this lasts

i like what im feeling <3>

2007-03-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

my teeth are moving ,
rapidly ..
HAHAHAHHA !!!
dosnt that sound scary ..
it's like ,
my mouth is supposed to be some sort of club .
with my teeth , as the clubbers , running and moving around
RAPIDLY
it's hurting me .
i cant eat properly !!!
i have POWERCHAINS on my braces .
POWERCHAINS
my gums feel so tender ,
punch me and i can give you all my teeth !
gross MAN .

the party's looking good .
IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT
i cant say it enough YO

im bored
i miss lebedev ,
SO TERRBILY

2007-03-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL !!!
:D
excitement is flooding my heart
omg so gay !
but yes !
gay gay gay :)
PLAY sent me a reply .
:)
expect a gay party all you underaged people !

now ... who to contact man .
possible dates : 11 , 22 , 18 , 19 (JUNE)

:D:D

YOU MAKE ME SMILE :)

2007-03-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

i just sent an email to play ,
the new gay club in town
if all goes well ,
i maybe organising a gay , non-alcoholic party
that is , provided it's not against the law.
cool eh ?
im pretty excited
gay pride day isnt that far away
hehe

ytd was FUN
i love wasting my day away
it was off to swissotel first .
had small talk with sam and qiaofen before getting my voucher signed.
sam is NONSENSICAL
but i love it
hahahah !!
then i went over to nihon mura , revenue house
damn i miss that place
the place is so dark without mel and i
hahahha !!
but really , the place was dark .
some problem with the lights

at revenue house ,
the strawberry oreo ice cream has twice jurong west's servings .
so yeah
terrence is still there !!
he's been wanting to quit for , ever ?
ahaha !
umm yeah , he should really get down to business

i told steven tat mel and i want to quit
SO NEXT WEEK WOULD BE OUR LAST !!!
finally , some sense of liberation :))

anyway , caught a movie ytd too
i kinda forgot the title ?
the messengers or something
BLOODY HELL
i was clinging onto my heart .

everything kinda reminded of the time i watched The Village with W..
he's supposed to be the masculine one ..
and he jerked so many bloody times.
maybe im being unfair.
but he is , utterly feminine ..
it's kind of a turn off
no wait ,
ITS A MAJOR TURNOFF
like please ,
he's a guy and he told me ,
-he's bisexual and he was openly ogling at another guy ..
hello , im supposed to be your gf . EWWW how bloody disgusting
-he thinks shaving his legs is something really fun to do ,
like O-MY-GOSH ! i didnt know you were a bimbo .

im so mean to him ,
but he's really bloody embarassing :(
it was years ago anyway .

back to my wonderful day ytd ..
i LOVED the company :D
awesome ..

today ,
i went to NP.
after meeting up with THE LIM SISTERS ,
WAHAHAH !!
cheryl and cherie
they have braces on how cool
i bet theyll remove theirs before i do
my orthodontist is pissing me off.
she's always overseas and coast to coast
to find the place she loves the most ,
where the skies are blue
SHIT IM SO LAME

came across this megaweird guy on the bus .
HE'S BLOODY DISGUSTING
he was reading porn for women(nora roberts)
what kinda guy touches a nora roberts novel ?!
and , he was nodding his head and grinning to himself while doing so .
mind fucking probably
AND HE'S IN NP !!
he's a freshman .
what the hell please

anyway , at NP , i was supposed to make my way to blk 18 .
to submit some form
i didnt know my way there
so i stopped this guy wearing the shirt all the lecturers wear during events like ,
open house , etc..
he was really nice and helpful
he asked which course i was going to , which sec sch i was from ,
and welcomed me to the school :))
and then he was like , "im the new principal .. "
I was like , 0.0 "OH REALLY ??!?!?! :D thanks for the help :) "
how cool !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but he was really nice lah !
hehe

the workign hours today passed pretty quickly
i met this AUNTY at work
she's a typical AUNTY okay
i reached work like , 1/2 hour early , and so did she ..
i wanted to nap ..
but here's what happened..
she spent the time ,
COMPLAINING about every single thing that was actually "complain-able" about the restaurant ..
like ,
my supervisor is too proud , and she was like ,
"why is she proud ?! this restaurant's not that big .."
my supervisor , is so not proud .. her moodswings are simply annoying .
she also said ,
that the restaurant will not reimburse the total amount spent on cab fare , if ever she is made to do overtime .
umm , lady , you can get the full imbursement . its not just 2 or 3 dollars

TSK she just doesnt make sense
bloody typical aunty
her moodswings are worse than rora's
she threw a damn tantrum at the end of the day -.-"
yes , believe it MAN

i feel so , very secure with lovergirl :)

2007-03-22T01:29:00.000+08:00

sam and me .
she sure knows about keeping your breath fresh
i cant imagine someone snogging that colleague of mine
not like i want to
kissing lovergirl's better :)
hahahhaa
whatever

flaunt says:
i know this person at work ..
flaunt says:
she smokes . and her breathe is so damn horrible
flaunt says:
i dont know how it became so bad , but it kinda smells likevomit
like seriously... says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
like seriously... says:
i hate ppl with bad breath
like seriously... says:
it's like fuck
like seriously... says:
fuck bitch get out the way
flaunt says:
WAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!
flaunt says:
yeah so true !!!
flaunt says:
she laughed when she was next to me and i smelled EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
flaunt says:
*vomit smiley*
like seriously... says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
like seriously... says:
for fuck sake
like seriously... says:
stuff candy into her mouth
like seriously... says:
make sure it's mintttttt
flaunt says:
HAHAHAH
flaunt says:
but , any idea how it can get so bad??
like seriously... says:
didn't brush their teeth
like seriously... says:
even if they brush, they never scrape their tongue
like seriously... says:
and internal organs are "spoilt"
like seriously... says:
ought to drink more water
flaunt says:
OH MAN
like seriously... says:
and smoking do cause bad breath
flaunt says:
do you smoke?
like seriously... says:
no way
like seriously... says:
i love to kiss
like seriously... says:
and i always drink once i feel tt my throat is dry
like seriously... says:
bcos once tt happens, it means bad breath time
like seriously... says:
everyone hv bad breath
like seriously... says:
like mornign breath. once u keep your mouth close for a certain period of time, your breath!!!
like seriously... says:
goodneesssss

soooo , that's about it . hahaha
she brought up an interesting thing
hugs to kisses , or kisses to hugs .
hahahah !
:))
what do you think

2007-03-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Ruby Lips

What's Your Porn Star Name?

RUBY LIPS :) HOW COOL

Your German Name is:

Swenja Heike

What's Your German Name?

Your Androgynous Name Is:

Morgan Valentine

What's Your Androgynous Name?

i like this :)

You Are Sex On the Beach

When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Toyo Inoue

What's your Japanese Name?

im toyo :)
im so unfit man.
i really need to do something about it

im a happy girl
she makes me happy

2007-03-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

i just received the orientation camp details for poly !
already i feel like such a loner
i wish She can accompany me ,
during the orientation camp
than i can repeatedly call her name
HAHAHAH

work today was fun
i cant believe im saying this
but yeah
WHAT THE HELL

2007-03-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

WHAT HAPPENED

i look horrid in my pictures ,
that , can be potentially used in my new ez link card ,
AND , my student ID !!!!!!
so much for laughing at THE WOMAN
DAMMIT
i hate this kinda karma
hahahha !
ohhh well :(((
IM NOT HAPPY
DAMN !!!
!%*$&^

im terrbily busy this week
and i have too little off days
i gotta go to the bank , go to the poly , go to the clinic AGAIN ..
wow !
so little ME TIME

i miss talking to you
i miss you and the way you never fail to cheer me up
i miss the way you allow me to be myself
what did i do ?!
sorry for the half truths
please , talk to me ?

i dont understand why NP has to make me wait
LIKE , why make me wait and then only give me three days to complete the enrolment process ?!?!?!
my hyperventilation is alr bad enough .
geeeeeeeeesss

my mom's a fucking busybody
its irritating
she's been trying to matchmake me with her friends' sons
or even , friends of the friends' sons.
gosh
take note .
its not just her friend ,
its friendsss , with the S .
id rather date lovergirl
WAHAHAHAH !
:D
i would rather hold lovergirl's hand ,
and use it to slap my mom's face
i want want want my PRIVACY
i want to date who i want to date
this is rubbish

i know i sound unhappy
but ,
im happy ,
really i am .
im just stressed
i miss marisse :(

i gotta take up a sport in NP
maybe ill take ,
LIFESAVING
then i can save your life
HANNAH THE HERO
WATCH ME GO !
so lame
hahahaha !
actually id rather take up touch rugby
then maybe i can BUMP into this particular ex classmate of mine
she's in her college's rugby team
how BELIEVABLE
OOOOH IM SO NOT SURPRISED
ill BUMP into her ,
and she can go
"*whine , whine , more and more whining* so pain ..*whine whine whine* so pain.. "
she seriously did that ..
last year , i remember ..
cause this freakin frisbee TAPPED her forehead during one PE lesson
i really hope there's some friendly match or whatever btw NP and -blablabla-JC
hahahahhaa
how likely man
okokok
i shall not be mean
her birthday's round the corner
YOUR GONNA TURN 17 GIRLFRIEND
-.-"

i miss lovergirl
I WANT TO SLAP YOUR FACE :)
WHOOSH

2007-03-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

i've been looking at my past eyecandies
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!
what was wrong with me .
SERIOUSLY
i was young , and BLIND
hahahahah !!
and to think ,
theyre supposed to be EYECANDIES ,
people nice to look at .
i think SHE's way way better to look at ,
than , them ..
HAHAHAHAHAH !!!

i got my enrolment package
im happy YO :)
i cant believe im going to poly
i wonder what all my classmates would be like.
hahahha !
wth . really really really

anyway , i gotta get an apple notebook for the course
:)))
ill jump till i break a hole in the ceiling .
overwhelmed by the luck :\
i had my eye on this baby :

isnt she pretty ???

i really miss the people at the revenue house!
i miss mark and his nonsense ,
i miss jenny's nice-ness
i miss jasmine's spastic-ness
and i sure do miss the golden couple :
mindy and eugene
theyre so cute together
:'(
I WANNA GO BACK !!!
NOW NOW NOW !!!

there's this stupid AUNTY
working at the new outlet
it's like , yeah , i dont really understand chinese
but i can understand the basics .
i mean , its kinda obvious ,
dont ask me why , long story
it just is ..
anyway ,
there was once ,
she asked me to wait in english ,
and how the hell was i supposed to know that she was talking to me
she's really nasty to mel and i , so why should she be talking to me
besides , there was another girl nearby so i assumed she was talking to her
and when i finally realised that she was talking to me ,
she really bitchslapped me right in front of my face .
she said something like this in chinese ,
"she doesnt understand chinese , and she also doesnt understand english .. "

HELLO ?!?!?
AUNTY AHH ,
LOOK AT THE WAY YOU SPEAK ENGLISH
AND COMPARE IT TO MY ENGLISH
please .
FUCK YOU OKAY ?!
ill shove a chopper up your arse one more time you throw me that kinda insult .

like damn it ,
dont these people have the least bit of tact ?!
they have ,
no manners , no IQ ..
theyre not friendly ,
and , the worst part of it all ,
they frown at you when you tell them you dont understand them .
IS IT MY DAMN FAULT THAT IM NOT CHINESE EDUCATED ?
hello ?!!?!?!
we're in an english speakng community
stop being an arse .

URGH !!
im gonna tell them im gonna resign soon anyway ,
they can build a mini cheena for all i care

i should really stop thinking about work
it only makes me more depressed :(

i'd rather think of lovergirl and her nonsense
it's way better
its like im floating on cloud nine ,
the way novia floats on cloud nine thiking about that hunk at momo
HAHAHAHHA !

i went out with pam and jo ,
after i reached the polyclinic 8 MINTUES LATE !!!
and then we met up with novia
it was fun
yup .
it's like , yeah , novia speaks in chinese here and there
but she's 27382164764736743174673102138092 times nicer than the people i work with
thank you girlfriends for making my day :D

2007-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

work is driving me insane seriously.
tomorrow I AM GONNA TELL THAT FUCKING RORA ,
I QUIT .
bet ya 21321321321 billion dollars she'll either glare at me or blow up

she reminds me of this particular ex classmate of mine..
the way she fags and the way she dresses
the way she talks and the way she's so sensitive

she actually blew up and snapped at all of us right before going home today .
cause it was this guy's birthday ,
so someone bought this cake .
after the happy birthday song she was like , distributing slices of it ...
and suddenly , while mel and i were talking we heard her yell something like ,
"CAN YOU ALL FASTER TAKE SO WE CAN FASTER GO HOME ?!?!?! "
and she was like frowning away ...
what the fuck lah BEACH .

it's like , i was just asking DERRICK ,
"what time do we end tomorrow ? "
D:9.30 ..
H:WE END AT 9.30?!
D:no we start at 9.30
H:9.30?! i thought 10 ????
BLOODY RORA: WHO SAID WE START AT 10 ?!?!?!??!?!*glare

she's a fucking ahlian
i HATE ahlians
i hate working with her

i hate hate posts
but i cant help it :(

anyway , hahahaha !!!
someone was being so cute .
hahaha
she dreamt that i was bullying her ,
i would never bully you :)
promise .
at least not in the way that i think i did in your dream
your too much of a dear .
hahahahahah !
:D

IM BORED

2007-03-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

work today was STUPID
bloody RORAPINT !
it's like , what the hell .
AHAHAH
she talks to us in that ,
"dont you dare mess with me" tone .
but hello ,
mess with us some more and happy crying .
cause we'll QUIT
like , really really really ,
they NEED us .
cause the new restaurant's pretty big but there's really only 5 people working there , as waiters .
HAHAHA !
she even asked us to commit ourselves to that damn place for like , 4-5 days a week even after school starts
CRAZY BITCH
woof woof woof !
HAHA .
i have better things to do , like , study ...
i'll shove a serving tray in her damn pussy ..
EW .
hahahhaha !

wow , i mustve really made an impression on my new colleagues .
hahha !!!
they must think im CRAZY
but its not my fault !
melissa's secret just makes me laugh uncontrolably .
you should really ask her ~~or me~~ for it.
BLOODY HELL
i can look at her and start laughing my boobs off
IM KIDDING .
no actually im not
look how crazy i am
work drives me insane
here's why my fellow workmates must think im NUTS
we were having lunch
and this bloody fly was pissing me off ,
like hello !!!
I SHOWERED ..
flies just dont know how to tell a clean person from an unclean person ,
virgins , from the deflowered .
HAHAHAH
I DONT MAKE SENSE
anyway !!!
i was like flapping my hand over my head ,
while cursing ever so softly to myself
together with the occasional glances at mel ,
LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF .
isn't the image lovely ?

but really ,
work drove all of us insane
we were like , unpacking the chair shit ..
and we were laughing hysterically .
but the work conditions were rubbish

mel's mom and bro are asking her to quit
my mom , for selfish reasons (nah im kidding..)
is also asking me to quit.
my dad wants me to quit too .
BUT HOW?!?!?!
i wont have reasons to go out anymore :(((
SO HOW?!
HAHAHA !!
HOW AH REALLY REALLY REALLY..
i'd have over a month ..
what am i supposed to do ?
my ass is big enough as it is ..

here's something random
I LOVE YOU !

2007-03-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

`ill kiss you when you hold your conference :)

i am going clubbing later .
i finally had my long long long awaited REST
i slept from 2+am to 1.45pm
i dont know im just so proud of myself :)
hahaha !
ive been working my arse off but really ,
i dont mind ,
cause sitting at home just adds inches to my waist
how , barbie ..

if i were a guy ,
my girl would never receive flowers or sweet nothings
i'd probably get my buddy to secretly pass her the boquets and little notes expressing my undying affection for her .
hahah
im so shy when it comes to these kinds of things .
actually , even as a girl , my girl would ~~never~~ , receive them oh so awkwardly .
like maybe the roses would have dired up ,
or the notes would be totally crumpled ,
smelling of the interiors of my bag .

work ytd was really tiring
to make things worse ,
i was really really starving.
but i didnt have the strength to cook something for myself when i got home
HAHAHAHA !
thats how tired i was .

work the day before was okay
i went to hyatt hotel after work ,
for this dinner and dance ,
by this comsmetc company
i arrived when it was the dancefloor was open .
the whole ballroom really turned into a club .
it was really cool and the music was great
my mom really dragged me there and kept persuading me to dance !!
like i was so shy ..
all her friends were there , asking me to dance .
i thnk i was dancing like ... EWWWWWW
hahahaha
okay nvm
but anyway , the guy closest to my age was like .. 27 !
and he also said that the crowd was too old for him
so he became the handbag boy
he was holding onto 6 handbags , while on the dancefloor
the guy's pretty brilliant . hahahah !
its amazing how some comapnies would have the heart to abuse workers like him
he's a scientist .
and he used to work for this company
he came up with lots of stuff for them .. they still paid him a shit sum of money
while the ones marketing those stuff enjoy the benefits of discovering something ,
when really they didnt .
its so unfair .
HAHAHA

oh yes!
i was on the bus ytd , on the way to great world ..
i think one of the JCs along bukit timah had an orientation camp .
so , like this bunch of college kids boarded the bus .
get this , i was sleeping !
dreaming of , war , i think . HAHAHA
and then , i was woken up cause the bus was BLOODY SMELLY
i thought it was the woman seated next to me
and i was pretty grossed out.
but then , couldnt be .
dont ask me why .
HAHAHA
i just turned around after that and the smell became stronger .
HAHAHHAHA !!!
and they were dominating the bus , so yeah , you can imagine .
hahhahahaha !!!!!!!!
i pity them .
theyre probably in one of the top JCs ,
since JCs in bukit timah are like , NJ or Hwa Chong ..
so you know ,
HAHHAHAH ,
the stress plus the BO problem
what the hell
bad bad combination .

2007-03-08T00:58:00.000+08:00

dawn is pretty .
hahhaha
dawn dawn dawn
im just really , really amused
like how well her plastic surgery turned out .
i cant say it enough YO
i mean , her plastic surgery turned out even better than ashlee simpson -.-"
WHAT THE HELL RIGHT .

so many made it to tp
so many are appealing .
ill pray for you guys ,
really i will

school's gonna start on 23/04
I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF IN SCHOOL
hahahaha !!!

i just ADORE mac's ads .
mac as in , you know , the cosmetic line .
just look

pam looks so hot here .
hahaha !!!
oh and now the beauty icon's this woman named racquel .
ARGHH
they all look so good !

i had work today
but i went to tp first .
i had lunch there
the food's good ya know .
goood fooood
I WANT KOMALA'S

i was so hungry and looking forward to the end of my working day
cause usually ,
the staff get's the leftoveer sushi and chawanmushi
BUT THEN ,
while my tummy was singing to the beat of my royal hunger ,
i DIDN'T SEE SUSHI
urgh!
like according to jenny ,
someone's against the supervisor or something
some stupid dispute
BLOODY IRRITATING
like i mean that supervisor , arthur ,
can be nice
but his bloody irresponsibility pisses me off

its like this ,
i was supposed to work ytd
he told mel that i had to work ytd in the evening
but i didnt want to cause i already told him that ,
i cat make it on tues
besides ,
i alr had work earlier that day at swissotel AT 8 IN THE MORNING
i had to wake up at 6
its no joke
:(
AND THEN ,
i sent him a message , saying that i cant work ,
he didnt even bother to tell me that he changed my schedule and i happily reported for work ytd !
worse still ,
everyone was accusing mel and i for not turning up at all on sunday
we were not even told that there was a damn change in the roster .
AYA WHATEVER LA

its late
this is my routine word vomit

i was at someone's blog
this particular childish thing you might wanna call a disgrace to butches .
yeap her blog
i mean i really dont get why she's so sought after .
she's in my sec sch ,
and please ,
i do not see what people see
casae when the blind girls in my sch look at her ,
they see a hot butch ,
worthy of their time and efforts
time : they can get pretty emotional becuase of her
efforts:i've heard of stalkers !!! -.-"
HAHAHAHA !!
right
the stupid things stupid girls do for another stupid girl
yeah yeah i think there's even this fan club made up just for this butch .
please .
all i see is , URGH , a disgusting piece of crap
or maybe i just dont like people going ,
"knn , i fucking hate the stupid apnn's.."
how childish
how racist
how disgusting
WHY IS SHE SO HOT
YUCK

i know hotter butches
like , really ,
better looking ones ,
and much much much ,
nicer and mature ones :)
so why do girls in my sch have such bad taste

2007-03-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

i made it to ngee an mass com !!
:D
ill be jarryl's junior and he seems scared of me .
im kidding .
ahahhaha .
here's a very pretty lady ..

her plastic surgeon is really damn good
though there are shots of her where she simply looks PLASTIC
being her friend would be soo cool
like one minute she's your average asian girl ,
and the next time you see her it's like ,
WHOAA
she did her whole face aight ..
her lips , nose , eyes , cheeks ..
isnt it amusing
no wonder she's famous .

i went to work today
i felt the tremors .
i was up on the 60th story .
i found out that i made it to mass com ,
i was feeling kinda happy
and suddenly i felt the floor move .
i thought i was crazy cause of the "overwhelming happiness"
but i felt tremors alright
im gonna go rest my ass now
TIRED
:)

2007-03-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

"i have to give in to you and all those shit you put me through.."
"i still smile at you at the end of the day ,
still seeing you as my angel .."

this suddenly popped into my head , what a friend said to me .
well , not really to me . it was directed at her gf , get it ?
bloody sweet :)

work on thursday was a killer .
there were only 6 of us ,
and the restaurant got really really packed .
i know it's , kinda unfair to say this but ,
i got really ticked off when it was super busy ,
it's like , where were all the bloody ahlians when you need them .
anyway , some of them arent much of a help .
like there was this once ,
i took the orders , served and cleaned up the tables , while topping up the condiments of the tables ..
and what were the ahlians doing ? talking.
what the fuck la.
they can be nice , but damn , they sure can be LAZY .
and they really have no manners .
like even though its a 99.9524532% chance that i would have no interest in what they have to say ,
im still there , i cant speak chinese and they know it .
but isnt it like a known EQ thing that , it's only polite to speak in a common language .
WoRtEVaAxXx wOrXxX Im ouT Of tAt PLACe SOOn anIiwAeXxX ...
WAAHHAAHHAHA !
actually there's only 2 girls that i really wanna slap LaRXx ..

OH , i left my hp at mel's place ..
so i decided to get it back after work ..
i ended up stranded at park mall .
the last bus flew off
the stupid bus directories are so hurtful .
to make things SO MUCH BETTER ,
my mom refused to help me get home.
i was close to camping out till the first bus came .
melissa darling helped me get home.
while all my mom did was shout at me .
she didnt even help me get home so why's she shouting
yeap , that's my supposed mom ..
i mean , come on , she's never there when i really need her .
she never once congratulated me for doing well for my Os ,
she was the only one (out of the ppl that mattered) that did not greet me on my bday last year .. haha , and not to forget , she walked out on my graduation day
and im supposed to show her respect and all ...
hahaha , whatever .
who leaves their kids stranded ?

I worked at swissotel ytd .
the time flew by really quickly . surprisingly .
McAuley , Clara Tong and Ian Peirera were very nice to me yesterday .
it's shocking..
McAuley, the GM of the hotel , told me off once ,
and that was my first time ever talking to him ..
Tong threatened to sack me , she's the EAM ..
and Peirera told me off so many times ...he's an imp person as well ..
hahaha , and that's why im pretty scared of them .
but McAuley smiled at me ytd and asked me how i was doing ,
and he even laughed at the fact that my shoes were inappropriate for work . how cool
he's like the less good looking version of rowan atkinson , aka , mr bean ..

She was really nice to me ytd .
hahaha ,
it's just really touching ,
how she's been sacrificing , time , money and effort for me .
this is why i love her so much !
nah it's just one of the many reason why .hehe
HAHAHAHA !
THANK YOU okay ???
i really dont know how im gonna make it up to you .

M came over today .
we were supposed to bake ,
angel food cake
it was a disaster.
but at least ive figured out how to make use of ,
what you may wanna call , a cake .
LOL
WE SHOULDVE MADE COOKIES
hehe , i can always point fingers cause technically ,
she did everything cause i was in so much pain .
she slapped me so hard , followed by a punch in the stomach

im kidding ,
but i was really feeling like crap
im terribly unfit
the cramps were sooooo bad .
we were both not satisfied .
we even decided to make a really unhealthy snack ,
with lunch meat sandwiches , and , this thing ,
made of marshmallows , chocolate and koko crunch :D
all this with chicken sticks to finish our unhealthy meal .
hahaha

but you know what , im still not satisfied LAH
M , LETS DO IT ANOTHER TIME
THE SAME CAKE ! B)
PLEASE HUNT FOR AN ELECTRIC BEATER !!!!

i wanna try till it turns out perfect .. hahaha .

ill be going to this singing competition tmr
im taking part
watch victoria theatre crumble
haha .
shit so lame
im not taking part ..
maybe ill get my family to dine at nihon mura tml
OR AT SWENSENS
i just hope the cramps will go away
HAHAHA

2007-03-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was cool
i reported for work and i was EARLY.
in fact i was the first one there ..
HAHA !

anyway ,
pam , mel and i ate there after my shift .
and , anyway , mel had to start work so it was just me and pam

here what happened when we wanted to pay up
i made mel note that we had 2 sushi plates ,
when we really had 3 ..
so , yeah , she did that ..
and i hurried off to eugene , a guy that works there ,
and asked him to clear up the table before anyone notices the extra plate .
HAHAHAH !!
and , suddenly , arthur , the supervisor tell me to hand him the receipt
I WAS SO SCARED HE WANTED TO CHECK THAT THE NUMBER OF PLATES WERE CORRECT OR SOMETHING .
haha.
look at how strong my conscience is man .
anyway , he asked me to hand him the receipt cause he gave me a 10% discount..
hahahah .. cool eh.
so much for the heart pounding .
pam was pretty worked up too !HAHAHAH
i passed her her boyfriend .
they are gonna get married soon .
HAHA

and today !!!!
woohooo !
hahaha
i went to M's ... basically , took a nap there..
while she played games with herself .
but then , we went for lunch at pepper lunch
it was good.. verything smelled so good.
it's like , i was done eating and my tummy was pretty satisfied
but then the group next to us started eating and it smelled sooooo good !

and then ,
i watched LETTERS FROM IWO JIMA
ALONE. hahaha , cause M doesnt like violence
she's afraid . her poor heart .
hahahah ! im kidding .
but i really did watch it by myself .
i havent been to the lido theatres for so long .
i didnt realise , how bad they can be
hahaha , OOPS .
anyway , the seats were pretty hard , and ,
there was little leg space compared to other cinemas
the girl who was sitting in front of me was irritating me with her pony tail .
and , there was this bitch next to me .
his hp rang ... and he really ignored the damn thing.
i know its his cause he only bothered to reject the call like , pretty long after it started ringing .
i couldve slapped him . haha

anyway , the movie was SUPERB !!!
I LOVE IT .
ken watanabe is hot . haha
and kazunari ninomiya is cute .
but that's not why the movie rocked .
it reallly gave me another perspective , on the war ..
and on the japanese soldiers and all
there were scenes that made me tear !!!
it's so good .
i wanna watch it again . HAHAHA
and you can really tell that the movie's like , not biased
there's the substance that gives you the other side of the story as well .

but anyway ,
why go to war ?
i know its a pretty childlike way to look at things ,
but ,
the soldiers have families too ,
and it really seems like the soldiers are all just pep-talked into thinking that what theyre doing is right ,
to serve the country , its an honour to die .. whatever ..
but , really thiking of it , its just idiot, selfish politicians like georgie and his bush who want the war .
think of it , now he wants to declare war with some middle eastern country ..
AGAIN.
cause he believes they have nuclear business or whatever .
maybe its just politics .
but , like whatever for ?
crazy lah bush
hahahahahhaha !!!
omy . word vomit .

2007-02-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAAHAH !!!

:D

today at work ..

me: LOOK AT THAT BABY ! ITS SO CUTE SUCKING ON THE EGG SUSHI !
M: yeah , they all like to suck what ..
me : URGH CRAZY !!! (in my total , whatwrongwithyou way .. )

that was so weird of me . but honestly ,
i thought i heard her say : i thought they like to suck something else ..
TSK .. something like that .. i know there's really a big big difference.
but i was really tired .
so yeah

im piggy
i went to fort canning lodge for lunch today .
sounds glam ? NOT.
tsk . my friend invited me over .
but she didnt bother telling me that , her dad , mom , and most of her dad's colleagues were there .
and , when i met her , she happily told me , with that GRIN on her face ,
"by the way , the food sucks ..."
yeap .
the food didnt suck . it just wasnt what i expected .
URGH .
i havent seen her for months , and right after lunch she told me that she alr had plans to go to sentosa ..
and she knew i couldnt follow cause i had work .
but whatever .
kinda reminds me of one occasion , like , 4 years back ..
she invited me over for lunch .. the food wasnt great .
but it was adorably special cause she attempted cooking it herself .
HAHAHA
and right after i was done she told me she had a movie date .
STOP DOING THIS TO ME LAH !
HAHAHAH !

anyway , i met M after that .
ate at yoshinoYAYAYAYA !!!
oh irashaimase !
anyway , basically , i just kept eating .
it's like , i felt like i didnt have lunch at all .

and , speaking of foood ,
i wanna eat at NIQQI'S PRATA , and ! KOMALA VILLAS !!!
oh man !!!
maybe on wednesday :) hehe

had the weirdest dream ..
i dreamt that , i was with Her ,
and , we broke into this stranger's house .
to bathe .
and then i was in the tub and she told me that ben sent me an online msg
it was pretty long , and went something like this ,
"can you go to this party with me ? it's underaged and im scared to go . but i wanna go cause this girl that i used to like asked me to go . and , i recently saw her picture , and she's not bad-looking.. "
WAHHAHAHA !!!
i know it's a dream ,
BUT HE WAS SCARED TO GO !
the girl part is totally him anyway , haha !

smile for me , though you're incredibly sexy when you're angry :)

2007-02-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

1) What is your phone brand? motorola
2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number? 584
3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? ""chey.. i thought u miss me . Haha .I'm not supposed to stand outside now la ."
4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Madeline
5) Who's the last person you rang? my mom
6) Who was your last missed call from? the restaurant i work at ..
7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Dara
8) What does the last message in your inbox say? "Haha why need to tahan ? You're able to take my nonsense , so you're different" this is why she's so CUTE
9) Who comes up under J? Jarryl
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say? "Yeah:)"
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? Shiyun
12) What's your network provider? M1 . they suck ass
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox? 27
14) What do you have as your wallpaper? this blurred pic of my hand
15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up in r? Rachel
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3? NA
17) Who is the last person under P? portugese (ben gabriel)
18) Who's the first person who comes up under C? cherie
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5
20) What do you have as your main ringtone? haha . I SHY

2007-02-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

i went around town ytd .
and got pamela a boyfried .
HAHAHAH !!
and pam ,
he has a hot body , im sure you'll like him :)
you can make him get big or small whenever you wish too ;)
HAHAHAH !

:D (She) misses me ! hehe

haha . back to the point ,
okay , im so proud of what i got pam !
i cant wait for her to meet her new boyfriend !!

my colleague , sam ,
told me she could get me into a club.
on a normal night
I WANT !
get me into a gay club .

HAHAHAH !!

i like my day today .
i went to town to have lunch with mel before heading off to work .
after which we went into this book rental place and my big mouth took control of me .
i was like ,
"I NEED SELF IMPROVEMENT BOOKS , IM UNDERGOING DEPRESSION.."
and , lo and behold ,
the shoplady appeared behind me and she was like ,
"self imporvement books are right at the end .. these are the promotonal items , these are the new arrivals ... blablabla ..."
HAHAHHA !!
do i really seem depressed to the point of insanity .
please tell me ,
so i can like .. look for pam , my counsellor ...LOL !

work today was pretty cool .
i like busy days .
except for the shouting part .
i dont wanna yell WELCOME TO THE RESTAURANT in jap .
can i be the COOL ONE who yells in english ...
i wasnt clumsy today .
nah uh , not at all .
:D
hahahaha !

i told teddy and terrrence about the relationship btw , ms lim , my math teacher , and , pam , mel , alyssa and i ..

they were pretty amused .
i told them about this incident :
A:ms lim , how do you do this question ??
MSLIM: oh yes... *walks away*

wth . ahahahah .. okay at least i passed my Amath for O levels . haha

there was this super annoying family at the restaturant today .
couldve just poured soup on them .
there's this fat boy who thinks he's damn cool.
and there's this BEACH who thinks she's damn classy .
beach beach beach ...

2007-02-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

'Hold me, hold me...'
'If I were to...'
'I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you.'
'It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to.'
Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never let me go.

2007-02-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

check out the band , The Audition!
theyre pretty good :)

i only have to report at work at 6 .
how cooool

work ytd was terror .
it was'nt that busy when i first punched in
but then ,
there was only me and jenny ..
how pathetic .
it got really busy at dinner time and i felt sick
like , giddy , i wanna vomit on you sick .
and so many people kept ordering shit like rice and soup ,
which are served on hot , heavy bowls ..
damn i really felt unwell
i felt so unwell that ,
i served dishes to the wrong table
and and and !!!
there was this tunnel thing along the sushi conveyor belt .
i was standing there and really wanted to just lie down and rest .
but i couldnt so you see , i leaned on that damn thing ....
and it toppled over to the other side of the world !!
kaserin was so shocked , she was like ,
THAT THING CAN MOVE?!
another embarassing thing to tell the world about
heh
but that's nothing compared t what i would never tell ANYONE ever !

i was messaging sam ytd .
cause the both of us were sick of work .
haha

i didnt manage to reply one of her messages once , and she sent me this .
"you know.. u're either too busy or jus simply miss me too much . u atually called me twice n allowed me to hear you working or something . Ha . Miss me right .. "

WHATEVER SAM !

i had a weird dream last night.
it's like , so odd .
i went for a jog.
WITH FLIPFLOPS .
so i asked my sister to get my shoes .
she was being anal .
but anyway , the shoes appeared in front of me and i was at this parking lot thing .
then i saw my junior , yuanling .
we said hi and all and ended up not jogging cause i stayed to hang out with her and her cousins .
and then suddenly all my cousins appeared and they started giving stuff to one of YL's relatives .
that particular girl asked me to give her my bracelet .
i didnt want to .
firstly , becauase that bracelet was a gift .
secondly , she wanted to make a freakin shrine outta all my cousins' possessions .
and she got upset and suddenly all the adults at the parking lot were glaring at me
i offered her this badge and she didnt want it .
she die die also want the bracelet .
freakin weirdo .
its just a dream
hahaha.. from what i rmb that girl's quite pretty :)

2007-02-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

self entertainment

I CAN SLEEP TODAY !!
:D hahaha !
today's sort of the end of me slaving my arse off at swissotel .
i shall look on the bright side cause i may have to go back ,
for another 6 days !!!
and prolly 5 of which will be consecutive !

anyway ,
i was so tired ytd .
so tired , i missed my stop on the way to work .
and like thank heavens the bus i took made a loop , and , it didnt take that long .

i served breakfast .
i like pouring coffee . or tea :) hahahha !!
personally , i think im already a fast enough worker .
but mahes , the guy training me , said i need to triple my speed .
i felt so alive but he still asked me if my brains were still asleep .
but oh well , apparantly , my training wasnt as deadly as my cousin's when she first started .

ended work at 12 .
it felt so good to leave the hotel knowing that others still had a long way to go .
HAHAHHAHA
damn , this is so mean.
lol

anyway , mel came over to city hall to meet me after i was done .
it was kinda boring at first .
cause every damn shop was closed .
we went into this nursing room and mel stood outside screaming for someone to breastfeed her .
in the meantime , i covered my face . whatever . hhaha
anyway i took my time opening this bottle of beer i stole from the executive club longue of the hotel :)
WHAHAHAHA !!
and , they do not keep count of the number of bottles of beer they have .
so yeah , im safe . HAHAHAHAH

we walked over to polar at citylink and drank .
i bought instant noodles and we ended up playing this totally lame drinking game .
melissa sucks . she came up with it !
HAHAHA
rather enjoyable actually , so you can imagine how bored we were .
scissors , paper , stone ..
winner takes a bite at the delicious instant noodles ,
loser takes a gulp of beer .
I HATE BEER .
so does mel.
and she was the one who said heineken was nice :(
AND AND AND , her gulps were so pathetic !

we walked over to raffles city again . again again again
visited this cometic shop ,
skin food .
i was fooling around with some body scrub .
and a whole lot came out of the bottle .
my hands took control of me and i put some on my hand and brought mel to the toilet.
i gave her a nice hand spa treatment .
and our hands smelled so nice !!
i guess i got addicted to being entertained by this kinda nonense .
i went back to skin food and scooped a whole lotta FACE MASK (it's grape flavoured !)
onto my hand .
and melissa knocked into me cause she was jealous .
her pants were oily . like fried rice .

INSANE MAN .
i went over to bedok .
i took a bus from town
i was sooo tired that ,
i only woke up at tampines bus interchange !!!
and , i didnt wake up tahnks to my body clock
i woke up cause a matt woke me up .

im tired
and i can finally get more than just 4 and a half hours of sleep tonight :)

2007-02-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

here's the shot we took . whoo . totally foolin ard

ripped these offa mingli's blog

Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. Example "I've done $100 worth of stuff." PS, the less the better! HAHA!

1. Had sex: $6.00
2. Smoked: $5.00
3. Got drunk: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00
7. Cheated: $2.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50
9. Been expelled: $5.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00
11. Given oral: $5.00
12. Got oral: $5.00
13. Prank called the cops: $3.00
14. Lied to ur parents: $1.00
15. Stole something: $2.00
16. Done drugs: $5.00
17. Dyed your hair: $0.50
18. Lied about ur age: $3.00
19. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00
20. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00
21. Ate a whole packet of oreos: $0.50
22. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00(emo ah emoooo !!! )
23. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00
24. Been in love: $4.00
25. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00
26. Went streaking: $4.00
27. Got arrested: $5.00
28. Made out with someone at the movies: $2.00
29. Peed in the pool: $0.50
30. Played spin the bottle: $1.00
31. Done something you regret: $3.00

done $38 worth of stuff :P
go figure .

ANOTHER ONE:) the beauty of boredom

---10 Firsts---
First Best Friend: MARISSE
First Pet Name: i forgot yo
First Piercing: ears when i was a couple of months young :)
First Crush: primary THREE
First CD: michael jackson baby
First School: St Matthew's Kindergarten
First House Location: ALJUNID ?
First Kiss: when i was 15 :)
First Car: i drove a boxter last night :) , at 2am

---9 Lasts---
Last Time You Smoked: i dont smoke
Last Food You Ate: cake bahulu
Last Car Ride: WOW , IT WAS SO LONG AGO .i forgot :P
Last Movie You Watched: epic movie
Last Phone Call: mel :)
Last CD You Listened to: ummm , MCR?
Last Bubble Bath You Took: I FORGOT .
Last Song You Listened To: supermassive black hole
Last Words You Said: "im bored so answer me . hahahahah !!"

---8 Have-You-Evers---
Dated A Best Friend: yup
Been Arrested: NO
Been On TV: NO
Eaten Sushi: yup
Been On A Blind Date: no
Been Out Of The Country: YES
(hey arent there only 6 ?)

---6 Things You've Done Today----
` work
`talk on the phone
`eat
`sleep
`bore myself and ppl around me today
`HOLD MUH PEE

---5 Favorite Things (not in any order)----
`mochi
`chicken rice
`cool photography
`talented people
`Her (arse, haha . kidding)

2007-02-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

work was fun today .
haha . yes .
i must be the worst hobby lotus ever man.
quite a number of people told me that i look damn unapproachable .
gosh . you guys should meet mel . HAHA
i mean , it's always 7 in the freakin morning and i probably had lass than 5 hours of sleep the night before .
my mood swings are pissing me off too .
but anyway , i hope i'll be fine tmr since i just caught up with REST .
AND AND AND !!!
hahahaha , i only have to report a 8 , and i would knock off at 12 ! how cool is that ? :D
i cant wait to bring Her out too .
yes . i'll be the boy chasing girl .
dang , this is nonsense :)

work today !
HAHAHA .pretty mch negelected work and talked to sam .
i dont know .
i think it's cause she told me at the start of the day that working during CNY is the best cause you'd be getting paid to stand around .
hahahha , you know , saying this kinda thing would usually switch me off .
but that's fine . for me .
since all the important , big , managers were not in today
HAHAHAHAHHA !!!
like seriously , we were fooling around , even took a picture at the front desk ,
in the middle of the day . how cool :)

it's the 18th .
three months baby , three months :)

2007-02-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

i worked at swiss hotel today .

HOBBY LOTUS .

there are so many new people

like this guy , david , the new butler ..

he is sooo goodlooking .

but he looks gay .

i was about to ask my cousin if he was gay until she asked him ,

"so is your gf working today ??"

HAHAHA

yup .

i had a chat with natasha , the new hobby lotus .

its amazing how into the job she can be .

ahhahhahaha !!!

like , compared to me ,

she is 121432431 times more polite and cheerful

but whatever la

im doing them a favour .

so anyway , i met up with mehleesha after work

she was late but whatever cause i was kinda tired .

the chairs at Raffles The Plazza were extra comfy :)

i love her camera !

lol . these shots were not taken with her cam , but still ..

so cool :)

im looking forward to work tomorrow actually

i hope daily didnt lie to me .

hahhaha !!

she said i could do the butler orientation

meaning : i'd b doing the orientation working as the breakfast server tml .

i'd really really choose serving in F&B rather than , guest relations ???

2007-02-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

M's brother is damn cute
"but i shy..."
WAHHAHAHHA

2007-02-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

she is the bestest :D

i really think im going mental .

its like , after everyday i'd just sit alone and think back

and usually i'd be like , "WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT !"

like today , i went out with M and P

firstly , i have no idea why i just snapped at M

secondly , i have no idea why i had to tell another party about it

and then !!!

yeah . what the fuck .

im such a weirdo .

hopefully this illness will go away . LOL

im so emotionally unstable its kinda scaring me

ahahahahah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

anyway , i spotted felicia , a senior , at dhoby mrt station

i was like ,

"pam ! shout felicia .."

and we were on the escalator at the time so pam just yelled for her anyway ,

fel mustve seen pam's face for like half a second ..

but surprisingly , she wasnt freaked out .

okay i dont know what im talkin about

hahaha !

after going out with them i met my family in chinatown

by the time i reached the place mark's parents were alr gone ! :(

anyway , i bought 100g worth of mochi .

OHMYGOODNESS !!!

i like !

it's like so soft and shimmery !

will they still be sold even after CNY ?!?!?! :)

P, M and i were talking about couples .

it's pretty weird how bad a guy's taste can be .

especially the hot guys .

lol .

like , okay ,

go to a club .

notice that , girl A , with the face , the body and the great fashion sense doesnt get hit on by guys .

whereas girl B , who's not pretty and sexy , and her outfit isnt that great either , changes grinding(or rather , humping ) partners after every 3 songs or so ? hahahah

WHY AH WHY WHY WHY .

cause if i were a guy i'd rather go for girl A .

even if i were , a not so handsome dude .

who knows ?

maybe girl A has bad taste in guys as well .

HAHAHAHA !!!

ohmy . word vomit

uh uh , not good .

2007-02-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

today today today !
i got a really nice belated val's day present !!
ARGHGHGGGHH !!!!!!!!!
it's stupid how it can make me grin
look at what a pervert i turned out to be :)
HAHA

"may i repeat your order ?"
"yeap"
"okay , so it's one kaninabe , two watafake and , one madafake .."

i hope you get the joke .
now laugh :D
or maybe its just an inside joke .
i work at a jap restaturant you seeeee .

you know people ,
there was this once , i had a dream ..
it was like at fareast .
and i could run real quick . or even fly ?
hahahha !!! and and and , i dont know why ,
but i was looking for a tampon .
and anyway , this mystery woman and i were at the floor where all the eateries are .
and suddenly , SOFIA'S MOM POPPED OUTTA THIS CHICKEN RICE STORE !
SHE OWNED IT
firstly , sofia's mom would rather stay at home and bake .
secondly , she told me that if i ate at her place she'd give me a tampon !
but then ! she sold chicken rice at like $4.10 ,
which means it's prolly the most expensive plate of chicken rice in da house .
anyway , pretty weird , causae the shop looks like a beauty parlour .
i stole a tampon and ran away anyway ,
and then i realised ,
that i had a tattoo
like a really huge one on my lower back
and then i decided that i'd never get a tattoo ever .
but now i really wanna get a tatto and a piercing at the back of my neck :)
one day ...

2007-02-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

girl: OHMUHGOD !!!! SO CUTEEE !! VERY CUTE !!
boy:yup , i bought it just for you :)

~that is not what happened to ME ~

she has a cheesy bro . how cute

i stuffed myself crazy ,
watched a movie ,
walked around and around with muh super loose right shoe ,
and indulged in sugar
that's my valentine's day :)
`give me the royal treatment
my one and only valentine :D

my dad's so cute .
hahahah
it's like ,
there was a message on my mom's hp and the thing went off ...
my mom was busy so he took it ,
pressed some button ,
and went , " hello ?? hello?? hello ?!?!"
HAHAHAHAHAHHA !!!

i've been reading through my archives .
hahha .
sometimes i feel like dropping a house on my head .
all those emo moments
anyway !
yes :D:D:D
im glad things turned out ,
way better than expected

ILOVEYOU !

2007-02-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL !

so ANYWAY , i heard from my mom that my dad's getting pretty fed up with me cause he thinks that im secretly taking drum lessons /obssessed with drums/teaching myself drums/whatever .
and he's afraid that it may get in the way with my studies .
okay , pretty confusing cause now my mom's suddenly okay with me .
I DONT KNOW MAN .
she makes me cry for all the wrong reasons .
but whatever ,
i found a used pad (wrapped up of course) in the bathroom last night so that pretty much explains everything .
dammit .
everyone suffers when she has her period .
okokok , back to the drumming issue .
they have been snooping through my rubbish and they found MELISSA'S drum nonsense .
like , her drum article , this drum lesson ad , blablabla ..
see lah

bye

2007-02-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

i did improve , so much .
from 27 all the way down to 14 .
down 13 fucking points .
and believe it or not ,
i didnt get a little congrats ,
or whatsoever from my fucking parents .
its sounds fucking self-centered , i know.

actually i dont even know what the fucking problem is
they just , dont wanna support me anymore
why ?
they say cause i dont deserve it ,
cause im like this giant disgrace and disappointment
direct quote from my mom : "you are so disappointing.."
honestly , i have no idea as to why she said that .
all i did was just to tell her that i didnt wanna check my sister's homework
and suddenly im a disppointment to the family
of course there's more to it .
like , the fact that im pissed off whenever i talk to her
but its true .
i mean , all she ever says to me is ,
"your so disappointing" and , "i regret having a retarded daughter like you"

i give up trying to talk about it cause everytime i do ,
its always my fault ,
im the one tearing the family apart cause i am not happy whenever she nags or finds fault in whatever i do .
what the fuck man
they dont even bother to listen to what i have to say

and so now im even thinking of wasting a year ,
not going to poly and working ,
for a year .
to last me through my poly education

hip hip hooray

2007-02-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

im really scared now
it's like ,
like yesterday's dose of anxiety wasnt enough or something .
i can still remember my hands totally VIBRATING while miss koh was talking to me .
and when she asked me to sign , it was ... CRAZY
hahhahaha

i can still remember shaking even after i knew my results !

and then now !!!!!
yeah , i have what it takes to slide my way to NP mass com .
BUT THEN ,
reality check .
SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE are competing with me !

im not like my friend mel ...
who can cruise her way into any freakin course in any freakin poly .
its like , she can DEFINITELY get into her first choice .
and she would DEFINITELY work hard.
and guess what
she's now worrying about "the next thing" ...
WHAT IF SHE CANT MAKE IT TO NUS ...
HAHHAHAHAHA
mel and pam were talking , and their convo went something like this :
M:what if i cant make it to NUS?!?!
P:you havent even started poly you know ...
and P was saying that ,
once she finishes poly she'll probably worry about where to work ,
or where to set up her clinic or something
i can imagine her head exploding
especially now that she's moody cause of PMS ..
like , imagine her frown till the second it just explodes
maybe i should stop talking cause there really is a buldge on her forehead .
HAHAHAHHA !!!!!!!!!

i went out with pussy today
she bought me lunch and we were next to this whole bunch of posers
like , i dont mean to judge .
but , there is really one serious poser.
and i know her
how stupid
hahahah
she's from the most bimbotic school in singapore
okay , i should really stop bitching before God decides not to bless me
hahahah !

i think i'd be vibrating again while opening the posting results .
oh what a scary thought .

2007-02-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

I GOT BACK MY O LEVEL RESULTS
i am happy .
as in like , i WISH i could've done better , yeah , but , i shant be too selfish
i mean , come to think of it , i dont really deserve what i got .
because , i didnt exactly study ,
i prepared , alot ...
okay i should shut up
i think im just TIRED

anyway , im eligible for my DESIRED course but then ,
i just got reminded that ,
i have so many competitors
PLEASE SMACK THE GOVERNMENT
im just kidding
see im tired
hahaha

valentine's day is NEXT WEEK
will YOU be my valentine

2007-02-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

look you in the eye and SMILEEE
cause your so cool
say cheeeeze girlfriend!!!<3

2007-02-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

IM GETTING MY O LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW ! IM SO NERVOUS I CAN REALLY RUN TO EGAN'S HOUSE . THE THING IS , I DONT KNOW WHERE HE STAYS BUT IM WILLING TO BANG ON EVEY DOOR IN THE EAST SIDE OF SHINGAPORE ! im insane .. hahaha ..

anyway , ALL THE BEST MY DEAR FRIENDS !

nihon mura has gotten me addicted to GREEN TEA .
i used to hate it .
hahaha ..

FREAK OUT !!!!

i met up with pam and mel today .
pam dared mel to go to any convinience store and go ,
"hey excuse me , do you have a 100 condoms ? i wanna have a sex marathon with my girlfriend ... "
and then mel suggested going into guardian with pam , sticking on a fake moustache (on pam ) and equiping her with sunglasses !!!
GOSH CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!?!??!
pam , with sunglasses , a fake moustache , pretending to be mel's girlfriend .
and MEL , A SEX MANIAC DEMANDING FOR A 100 CONDOMS !!!
WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

FRIEND'S BLOG

Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1.pam
2. mel
3.marisse
4. jeremy

5. angel
6. adam
7. fion
8. darren
9. polly
10.ziping
11. sonia
12. shujuan
13. vicky
14.jenny
15. shiyun
16. martin
17. justin
18. zac
19.jeff
20. sofia

How did you meet #14? WORK
What would you do if you didn't meet #1? WOW ! I'd die from all the -holding my emotions inside-
What if #9 and #20 dated? polly and sofia ? sofia doesnt like butches . polly wont go for sof causae she has bad taste . hahahaha !!! :P
Would #6 and #17 date? ADAM AND JUSTIN !!! HAHAHAHAHHA ! adam wants to marry his girlfriend and justin is ... justin
Describe #3 . MARISSE IS MY BESTEST FRIEND !!!!!!! AWESOME WOMAN !
#8 attractive? darren . he is really gay . i guess he's attractive since men really do hit on him ?
Describe #7 .FION IS FUNNY . she is the most entertaining thing at work ! :)
#12 family members?oh dang i kinda forgot .. um , her mom , dad and sister ?? hahaha
What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?OHMYGOODNESS .
What language does #15 speak? shiyun can speak , chinese , japanese , english
Who is #9 going out with? they say she's going out with this woman who works at the reception of swissotel !
how old is #16? UHMM.. i think he's 18 ??
When is the last time you spoke to #13? whoa . its been super long . haha I FORGOT
Who is #2's favourite band/singer? wow !!! NIRVANA , FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND , SYSTEM OF A DOWN . how can i not know ?!
Would you ever date #4? haha . maybe when 's older.
Would you ever date #1 ? hahaha .. we are already dating . haahhahaha !!!
Is #19 single? he says he isnt but its hard to believe
What's #10's last name? SUN !
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? she's straight , and not my kind .hahhaa
School of #3? ITE . EAST
Where does #6 live?PHILIPPINES
What's your fave thing about #5? HE MAKES ME LAUGH . SO MUCH
Have you seen #2 naked?haha . no .

2007-02-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

i finally have the internet connection
turns out that the modem wasnt faulty ,
it was the cable thing .
but now i have to carry the whole pc out to the living room whenever i wanna use it .
I AM STRONG

its so surreal ,
like how things have changed so much .
YAY !!
overwhelming affection .
fine , ive gone crazy .
hahhaha

2007-02-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

i went for the party at dxo last saturday
it wasnt too bad ,
way better than expected .
maybe cause some people werent around
hahhahaha !!!
oh well , uhm , if im not wrong i quarelled with my mom that day or a day before . whatever.
i told her that i thought she was mentally insane and she took it badly .
well of course , no one takes this kinda thing easy .
TSK whatever .
and , yeah .

so anyway , last saturday i was supposed to go for the gig at club home ,
catch up with egan and friends .
BUT THEN i didnt have have enough money for the tickets , because of my mom ..
so i ended up not going.
it was super pissing since i was really looking forward to it
i had the strongest temptation to go back home and steal 15 bucks from my parents .
but i did not .
how angelic .

2 episodes of The L Word cheered me up
that , along with some other nonsense .
haha
anyway , i went over to pam's place and we decided to head over to dxo for the party .

we managed to get the direct entry tickets ,
i think all this shit is just another clever way to earn the extra money .
cause ,
direct entry tickets are more expensive , but you only have to wait once.
whereas the other kind makes you wait twice , but its cheaper.
how clever

anyway , the queue was insane it was like 213141343 times more packed than the dance floor .
we bumped into michelle ang , nic , cali and natlim .
and we ended up sticking to them the whole night .
hahaha . how cool .
ive never spoken to them before .
this is so unnecessary .
hahaha !!!

fun la fun la ..

today i went for work .
eugene taught me how to prepare the wasabe .
it was a killer .
its like you gotta mix the wasabe powder with the water using your own hands .
AND ,
eugene and i were crying like crazy cause we argued because we accidentally spilled the wasabe powder on a customer ...
nah im kidding.
but yeah , we seemed pretty depressed and mental doing the mixing cause the wasabe really stings the eyes .

and , while doing so i had a rather interesting conversation with my supervisor eugene
went something like this
d: later at jurong point got handsome man ..
H:who?
D:filipino man , *his name* .. go up to him and say , putang ina mo (which means fuck your mother)

my goodness man.. hahaha .. but anyway its all in the name of fun . hahahaa .

woohoo ...

ill be back to being a hobby lotus on the 17th-21st . HOW COOL

2007-02-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

work

i am now working at Nihon Mura , this jap reataurant at the inland revenue house
i just cant bring myself to shout that jap phrase\
gosh ,
"IRASHAIMASE!!!"
WHAT ON EARTH
there's this woman who shouts
"ISALAMASE!"
OHHH NOOO !!!
on the first day jenny trained mel and i
she's pinoy and really friendly
she's so cute and petite
but apparantly she got rejected to study tourism cause she's too short
what nonsense
anyway , i have a feeling im gonna be broke for a long time cause they havent even asked us for our bank account number yet
oh and , we're supposed to get thypoid immunisation shots !!!!!!!!!!

SO HERE ARE SOME PICTURES FROM THE ASEAN TOURISM FORUM

these are the cambodian dancers . i LOVE the outfit

i had my fun right before doing my make up

hahahah ..

right right right ????

2007-01-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

ASEAN TOURISM FORUM

the past two days has been rather interesting
i took part in the asean tourism forum's opening ceremony yesterday
which is pretty odd cause it has been going on for two or three days before ytd
BUT WHATEVER

ytd was fun .
i was a couple of minutes late for the rehersals but still , one of the earliest filipinos .
this time , i was actually working with professional models flown in from all over the world

i talked to this brazilian model

she's like only 17

the singapore tourism board really spends alot ..
anyway , pretty cool LAH
taufik and wendy koh did the finale .
and , najip ali was the director .
cool eh coool cool cool

the models were gorgeous but there was one in particular that's pretty freaky.
hahahah
get this man ,
im a tall person .
like , 5"7 or so ?
and so anyway , i was on 2.5 inch heels .
and , she was like right beside me and she was taller than me .
and and and ..... she was BAREFOOT ..
ahahahhaha
i didnt get to take a picture with this gorgeous model
she's so unique i feel like kissing her
hahahah
like one look at her and you'd think she's chinese , or jap .. but look again and its not so asian anymore ..
AHAHAHAHA..
the much much prettier version of devon aoki .
and she like has this really really cool tattoo and piercing on her neck

i saw so many boobies and asses ytd in the changing room .
fun la . hahahah

oh i was talking to lili yesterday before we went onstage ..
and she was like telling me about her strange friend in NAFA
okay , like this girl's totally straight ..
but she finds her boobs a nuisance so therefore she wants to get rid of them
why ?
she's totally in love with this particular artist so she wants to have a tattoo of him on her chest
and her boobs are in the way

imagine banging her .
maybe itll be a turn on
i dont know

oh yeah .
the mae up artists ytd were sooo good
the guy who did my make up was really friendly
hahahaha
whatever la this is so unnesecary .
hahahaha
byebye

2007-01-23T12:52:00.000+08:00

hello world
im gonna go look for another job today.
i only have $0 to pay for my bills . dammit
okay , anyway .. im so broke cause i went for the party at dxo
last saturday , which was a complete rip off .
seriously ..
i heard it was something like a budget party .
like only two airconditioning units were turned on or something ..
URGH
and then ,
with all pun intended ,
my supposed friend , a fucking hypocrite and whatever-you-wanna-call her was often within 10meters from me and that , really spoiled everything.
okay well look who's the spoiler now man .
hahaha ! go on call me a bitch .
at least now you have a good reason to ..

anyway , with that outta my hair ,
i love my life .
yes .
i want my results to come out

im pretty excited !!!!
ill be taking part in the ASEAN tourism forum .
and , with that , ill be 100 smackaroos richer
and ,
ill be going on a tour of singapore .
i think it sounds pretty , lame
but i hope itll be fun .
hahahaha
DUCK TOURS , and , a heritgae tour
oh my goodness
hahhaahaha

2007-01-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

hello all ,
it's been super long ..
anyway ,
i finally stopped working at swiss hotel
and right after i quit all the lobby hostesses are given a more light and enjoyable roster
this is completely unfair !!
hahaha
whatever , come to think of it maybe ill apply for the position of an LH at four seasons ..
i have a motive !
hahaha ,
i heard , that MCR would be going on this really big world tour that's like gonna last for 2 years ..
AND ,
you know , it's pretty known that celebs that come to singapore stay there...
SO MAYBE , YOU KNOW .. hahaha
but whatever la , in my dreams ..
ill jus apply anyway ,
i think my mom will slap my face since all i ever do in front of her face during the times i worked at swiss hotel was to , you know , whine and complain ..

okay im in deep shit ..
my phone bill this month is :90 freakin DOLLARS ...
and i have no money ,
and i need a J-O-B ..

2006-12-29T15:06:00.001+08:00

hello all ..
my life has been fun
really ...
hahahaha

i got into trouble with clara tong ..
she's the EAM of the hotel im workin for ...
what's EAM you ask ?
yeah man , she's just one position below the genreal manager ...
speaking of the GM ,
yeah , frankly i think he's like the uglier version of rowan atkinson , aka mr bean

and i got into trouble cause mel and pam came over and i guess she felt i wasnt paying attention to the guests ... not like there were any guests around but yeah .. hahahhaa
i kind of hate the local guests ..

i mean some of them are really nice but there are those that can be a real pain in the ass ..

oh whatever ..
christmas was really cool ..
yup .
enough said about christmas
at least this year i wasnt emo on christmas
hahahaha ..
so not funny

2006-12-29T15:06:00.000+08:00

2006-12-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

wow . it's been a while since ive blogged
its been busy busy busy with work .
i feel lke quitting cause i dont have a life and im not enjoying my holidays ..

seems like everyone around me's going for the first three months so ive figured that , i should just tahan this crappy job .
actually i'd rather work as a waitress but how do i quit ?
okokok .. blabbering ... word vomit .
hahaha

i went for project glambassador at zouk
wow , the best party i went to so far
the dj was pretty sadistic cause he played even more lousy songs after the crowd booed him
but that's besides the point ..
the party was good and everyone looked hot :)
mel's tutor was there too . hahaha .. how cute right

christmas is in a couple of days and i havent finished my christmas shopping .
HOW?!

2006-12-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

oohkay , my week has been really really , ugh !
hahaha, so paris hilton.
anyway , yes , i've been working my butt off and that's why i havent touched the com for ages .

it's been four days , and i was only early once .
LOL .im supposedly under observation cause of my royal tardiness by my superiors but i dont know whether it's true , or if its just a threat .

work was , fun , sometimes .. hahaha , in a weird way .
i basically get paid to stand around , greet hotel guests and offer assistance .
you can also call me the hotel directory with 90% of my pages blank .
it's okay i guess , i get to come across loads of interesting people .
like , over the past few days , i've talked to :
`australians , there was one who was asking me something about showering and i really couldnt get his accent ..
`japanese people , who cant speak english very well and i go "huh?" or "sorry???!?!?!?!" like 214143153 times
`gorgeous british guys with lovely accents
`this irritating filipino guy who always looks for my colleague , michelle
`this guy , who's really really rude , and , guess what ? he's surname's Ruud too . hahaha . what a cool coincidence ..

and then there's the Geylang Methodist seniors , IJ Stnics snrs , PJC people and the PLMGSS people for their proms .rather interesting . ohh yeah , since the PL girls were there i also came across MARISSE . hahahaha .. that was nice :)

so anyway , like , two days back , it was the PJC , PLMGSS prom nights .. and , one girl got her gown stuck on the escalator .. im guessing she really didnt want her gown to be cut cause michelle was up there assisting for quite some time . and finally she ran down and back up again with scissors . my goodness , what an experience .. yeap , they actually cut the gown and tried doing some amateur stitching . BUT STILL , whoopee !! what an experience . hahaha ! :P

i've managed to escape up to the exec lounge during the last hours of my first 3 days of work . and , yeah , eating the leftovers . but still , wonderful leftovers .. the food's GREAT . and the view is really pretty . you should really check out the equinox , you know , just go up to the 70th storey ... it's really gooood :)

my life has been extremely tiring . haha . work's okay really , i just get really really cranky when i realise that it's past 11 and , im still out , not having fun , but working . i've only been reaching home at 12++am !!!! IMAGINE THAT ... anyway , She has been such a sweet heart ,staying up till my work ends to talk to me ... it's so unexpected!!! hahaha , im kidding

anyhows , my day with marisse was rather , interesting . it's okay moomoo , itll be over and done with . haha . we should really hang out again . hhahaa ..

2006-11-28T11:59:00.000+08:00

i'd be starting work today .
hahahaha
i hope all goes well . seriously .
i hope i dont get bored of it too quick
after all , i am just gonna stand there for hours greeting people
yet another boring-sounding job
but hey , its a job :)

it was graduation day last friday
pam and i went
but apparantly our skirts were too short so we were'nt allowed onstage
it was kinda pissing to watch people whose skirts were as short as or even shorter than ours to get to go onstage to collet the certs
my skirt was short , yes .
but pam's wasnt that short .
and the school claimed that my skirt was tight . (it is so not tight , really)
anyway , i met up with mel cause there was no answer when i called bestie up .
the mini party at my place was cool
alize was great
HAHAHAHAH

WOW !
my 3-9pm schedule is really starting to freak me out
I HAVE NO LIFE :(

dear you , im thankful that you're there for me . really :)

im thankful that you didnt go back on your words

it's been a week man :)

honestly i didnt even think it would last this long

but it did ... so , yeah

Playground at momo

2006-11-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday , i watched where my dogs at in the wee hours of the morning . and so ! i had to drag my ass outta bed because of the PAE breifing ,
and then , when i was ready to leave the house i called pamela and she told me that apparantly , the thing was postponed .
hahahaha
okay , so i went to the american club to have breakfast with my mom ,
only to receive this message from mel saying that , the PAE was not postponed ..
hahahahha!!!
oh well , i didnt turn up in the end but who cares .
the american club served wonderful breakfast .
i was fascinated by the freshly made apple juice ..
ITS FRESH YO ! HAHAHAH !!!
okay , whatever :D

then we went to little india and my mom was dragging me around cause i was so damn tired .
oh yeah , she also told me about ear waxing !
i feel like going for it ! any takers ? :)
its like , the stick this candle in your ear ,
move it a little , burn the thing ..
and voila ! all your ear shit comes out ! hahahah
and , i heard that my mom's friend who went for it felt like puking when she saw her ear shit .
surprise me please , i need some heart stopping shit to spice up my life
hahaha

so it was off to get my haircut , and back home
i tried to sleep to get some rest for the night at momo .
but , i couldnt .
hahahah ..
i met mel at her place and we took off after she got her hair done .
anyway , it was raining so darn heavily we had no choice but to use this umbrella my mom handed me before i left
it was so freakin disgusting .
so gross , i threw it away when we arrived at magzine road .

watched SPANISH FLY , CARACAL AND THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT!!!!!!!!!!
GOSH THEY ARE SOOOOO AWESOME ...
all those who missed the gig are IDIOTS
hahhaa

anyway , a bunch of schoolmates flocked over to momo cause they got bounced out of MOS
apparantly , alot of people got bounced out .
i know its really ridiculous to go on about this , but anyway , I DONT CARE
i understand they wasted some money on the MOS tickets ,
anyway , they requested tickets to momo at a presale price .
so , i just asked egan to help me out .
yeah , they got their wish and all .
but did i get at least a thank you ?
no i didnt ..
that , i dont care ...
did egan get any thank you's ? NO !
oh my goodness , how would you feel if you were one of the organisers ?
theyre actually making a lost here .
i know its better that they make the 14 dollar lost than to not make any money at all .
but still ? a little thank you ?
it's just kinda embarassing that none of "my friends" bothered to say thanks to him ...
but whatever .

egan looked good with the blazer and all ..
hahahaha .. and it was nice of him to give that discount that the people asked for .
he can boogaye too ! HAHAHA

i finally finally saw marisse ! but still , we've yet to really hang out :)
she can really cribwalk YO !!! :D

oh everyone at the gig was great .. beautiful people were there !!!
yeap , the party was a blast though i didnt have the mood to dance ... HAHAHAH

2006-11-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

the Os are finally over . the reality of it all's not that fantastic actually .
its totally surreal .. hahahhaa ...
like this experience is probably the last time im gonna stay up memorising shit .

as i expected , it's like , okay , so this is it ?
hahahaha ..
now i know its not exactly normal to actually be sad .
i mean , this is a perfect reason to celebrate .
BUT , im just so darn good at pushing everything aside ,
making myself feel happy so i can give the exams a fair shot .

and now that i dont have it to keep me occupied , yeah ....
everything's just slowly starting to come back
and , i just dont like it ...

i was watching PDA (hahaha )
and they said that such shit realy gets in the way .
oh my goodness
how true ...
no matter how much you try pushing your troubles aside ,
they are just , there ....
you know you know you know ???

TSKKKK .
OKAY CHEER UP HANNAH .
hahahhahahaha .. what a loner , oh yes i am
thank you very much

2006-11-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

2006-11-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

im more than halfway through the big Os ...
actually im kinda worried cause come to think of it , i didnt really , study ..
HAHAHA ...

its weird but the stress is really getting a hold of my sanity .
im starting to get agitated with every small thing
plus , my tooth hurts and every fucking dentist is like , fully booked ..
WHY !!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK ...

okokok , so i know i was a BIG BIATCH today
and yang actually apologised for something that really isnt her fault
im sorry for that :\
really really really .....

plus plus plus !!!
the EL paper today , left me feeling , weird ...
its like , yeah , WHO KNOWS how ive done man ...
i hope i did well .. of course , heh , who doesnt hope for that ?

anyway , after the papers ms goh called for all the graduating people ,
went to the audi .
as usual , prom admin stuff ..
URGH , and half , or even less than half of the batch is gonna turn up for prom .
waste of time waste of time ....
ms goh really cracked me up today .
she asked who needed the halal menu for prom night ,
and , you know , us girls , being girls , TALKED ... ALOT
and she was like " GIRLS! DONT TALK ! YOU DONT HAVE TO DISCUSS WHETHER YOU NEED A HALAL MENU OR NOT " .
now isnt that funny ?
or am i just losing muh freakin mind .

then it was off to mel's place .
i had other plans in mind but ahh well , who cares .
pam then came over and I DID STUDY ...
but PAM DID NOT!!!!!!!! i am angry !
haha .

the three of us played neopets . hahaha
we earned almost 10000NP for my account :D
we played the extreme potato counter .
yeah , a game where your supposed to count potatoes ...
and then pam told mel not to count the carrots ..
in the middle of counting mel asked ,
"is that a carrot ?"
oh mel .... have you never seen a carrot before ?!
by the way , the "carrot" she was refering to , was a potato...
a round , brown potato , that looked absolutely nothing like a thin , slim , orange carrot ..
my friend the RETARD .
HAAHA ...

i feel bad cause i insulted/offended/critisised/was totally unreasonable to so any people lately ....
i shall apologise to them tomorrow ..
ahh , who am i kidding .. hahaha !!
SHIT , im such a meano .

2006-11-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

Here's someting i came across . hahaha . enjoy :)

At a hotel lobby in Romania:
The lift is being fixed for the day . During that time , we regret that you will be unbearable .

In a hotel lift in Paris :
Please leave your values at the front desk .

In a hotel in Athens :
Visitors are expected to complain at the office between the hours of 9am and 11am daily

In the lift lobby of a Moscow hotel opposite a Russian orthodox monastery :
You are welcome to visit the cemetary where famous Russian and Soviet composers , artists and writers are buried daily except Thursday .

On a menu in a Swiss restaurant :
Our wines leave you nothing to hope for .

On a menu in a Polish restaurant :
Salad a firm's own make ,
limpid red beer soup with cheesy dumplings in the form of a finger ,
roasted duck let loose
and beef rashers beaten up in the country people's fashion

HAHAHAHHA !!!
i really have to get down to business soon and prepare for my final final final SS exam .. whooopee!

i cant wait for playground ... playground playground playground !!!
polaroid shots , muffins , chocolate fountains and two famous bands ..
how cool is that ?! :D

my mom got me heels by itti and otto or something like that ..
apparantly , im supposed to wear it for graduation day but i dont feel like it YO .
HOW ?! and my parents are gonna be there ... HOW?!

hahahah !!!

anyway , i spotted GORGEOUS GORGEOUS heels by runway .
i spotted loads of delicious buys .
but anyway , hahahahaha , ahh who cares .
i should be thinking about the Os now !

the lit paper 1 was fine ,
much better than expected . it was just kinda shocking that people around me started talking even before the invigilator finished counting the scripts ..
the format for the paper was crap anyway ,
cause , you gotta do a set text question , and , an unseen question .
i amost did two set texts cause everything was just mashed together with tiny section A's and sections B's ..

total crap i tell you .. anyway , i heard one guy did two set texts , mistakening one question for the unseen poetry .... isnt life unfair .

i think the late nights are making me sick . literally . my throats freakin dry and i dont like it at all :(

2006-10-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

i had loads of fun with melissa ytd evening ..
hahahah ..
okay , its like finally , a life (or something like it )after so long ...

we met up at the usual location at far east
i was late . umm , as usual
and then we got ourselves somethin to eat and then went looking for MACHINE .

muh super duper best friend works at this shop , called MACHINE .
stupd melissa went around looking for it before i arrived .
as expected , she walked past it , but , she didnt see it .

anyway , we wanted to play this prank on marisse ...
like make mel seem like this total loser .
hahaha
she'd go to machine , and then make it seem that she has no one else to hang out with so she hangs out with marisse .
it'd be pretty weird since they really dont know each other and ... yeah , actually ...

umm , okay nvm .. i dont see wat's the prank in that anymore so , NVM !

hahahah !

we hung out for a bit . the shop's uber tiny .. its like ... 1.5 by 3 metres or so ... so the walking space should be 0.5 by 2 metres .. i dont know why im saying all this . okay nvm ..

anyway , mel and i went over to heeren for a milkshake .
and then she decided she was hungry or something and ordered cheese fries
WHOA MY GOODNESS
there was ALOT OF FRIES !!!
she was dying and i was of no help .

but anyway , she wanted ketchup .
and i wanted chilli
so she had this brilliant idea
to invert the bottle before opening it
according to her , it wouldve worked
but then !
i inverted it .. and unscrewed it ..
and it rained chilli .
like seriously .
the table had chilli , this book i had had chilli , the floor had chilli , my bag , the fountain !!!
gosh ! there was this drop of chilli floating in the fountain next to us .
it was such a mess she deserved to be slapped .

and then ! my senior , a butch just happened to dine at billy bomber's ...
first mel thought he was a boy , then she knew it was a girl and wanted to comment that she turned lesbian so openly at such a young age .. and the girl with her , probably her gf , was her mother ... and then i told her that she graduadted from stc ages ago ..... like .. in 2003? man oh man .

anyway , we mustve spent an hour there feasting on fries and a milkshake .
and on the way to far east we saw this guy with a really loud afro .. freakin cool . hahaha !!!

i really need to get down to studying MAN

2006-10-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

i'm currently at mel's place
im alone
no one's home
not even mel
hahahah !!!
it's kind of weird , no , correction , it's EXTREMELY WEIRD ...

anyway , surprisingly , even i only had this small sausage sandwich thing for breakfast and two mouthfulls of chocolate , im not that hungry . HAHAH .. yeap ..

but i have this craving for something at butchy's .. hahaha .
okay inside joke :\

school is officially over . but feel free to twist my mood and tell me there's still the Os ... which officially begin NEXT WEEK !!!!

i've been having major panick attacks since wednesday but i guess this is good

i've finally finished reading the joy luck club .. and so now i gotta stress over enemy of the people ..

im terrified !!! but to look on the bright side ... it's all gonna be over , like real soon

and i think , just like most of the dates i look forward to , it's gonna be like ... so this is it ??

hahaha .. emommomomomomo .. GOSH .

and so , i look back on my four years in STC .. and wow ... it's like , ITS BEEN THAT LONG ?!
i rmb the times in sec 1 , i'd be seated right at the back , behind ziping and company .. and i rmb i'd be trying so hard to pay attention during lessons (yes , believe it or not ..) and GOSH , they'd be talkin NON STOP .. but , nonetheless , hahaha ..it was fun .. i hung out with different people .. i know i used to hang out with cheryl tan .. we'd go to great world and talk , ABOUT BOYS .. hahha .. okay it wasnt as bimbotic as it seems . oh how times have past .

and then i was in sec 2 ... seated behind melissa and sofi . next to stephanie thai , my favourtie MAFIA . i would throw bits of paper at mel , oh yes , and my legendary staple rain .. and at the end of the day her surroundings would be littered with bits of paper and staple bullets .. i bullied her like shit . and , now , the tables have turned . and sofi and stephanie would be laughing , but at the same time telling me how mean i was ... and i'd only laugh and throw more i shit at her :DHAHAHAH ... ohhh gosh .. i was such a nuisance . and sec 2 was also the emo year ... i got myself into something that's so ridiculous i just look back and laugh . i met W .i remember that uber ridiculous pink happy house wallet , the nonsensical things i said to him .. oh my .. and then later in the year . i found myself liking someone , someone who really got me emo and all .. and she too , was crying over someone else . what a year .. anyway , this was how pamela and i got close :) i rmb the times she'd hang out with mel and i during the EOY holidays ... and soon we were all in sec 3 , landing ourselves in the same class .

oh well ! tbc .. hahahahah ...

you guys should go out , take a break , eat xxl crispy chicken , drink all the bubble tea you can afford ... if your not gonna sit for your dreaded Os ... go watch a movie .. and thank heavens your not in my position :)

2006-10-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

my stamina's so freakin freakin freakin lousaye
believe it or not people , i went for a jog .
i dont know why i did that . but i just did !
anyway , as y'all know , as usual , i ran for a very very very short period of time .
HAHAHA ..

its not that i couldnt keep it up .
the thing is , nvm ... hahaha .

i went for this lame lame lame
"BEAUTY" contest thing
MS UNITED NATIONS
oh gawsh .. what a joke .

firstly , hahaha ... they had no talent
secondly , they had no looks
thirdly , probably only 3 out of the 8 had the body

that's how bad it was ...
okay , i didnt mean to make faces and laugh and be so judgemental .
but , it was really really bad !
people from the audience were laughin and mocking too
that's how bad it was alright .

ive been eatin and eatin and eatin
and burpin and burpin and burpin
GOSH

hahaha .
i dont even know if i have school tomorrow !

anyway , fuck school ...
here's my boyfriend !

his royal hottttnessss MIKEY WAY

2006-10-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

suddenly its raining eyecandies !
omgoodness could my life be that boring . hahaha

heard of this new girl group ? danity kane ? hahaha ...

okay , i really think that theyre not baaaaaaaad ...
so maybe they are really good , or , im just bored and really lesbian for aubrey ! hahaha !!! but she is HOT right ?!

okay , and then there's OLIVER GOODWILL ...
he totally has the good will to please my eyes , yo !
okok , that was so lame ...
oliver oli oli oli !!!
he's the guy on the vid call me when your sober (evanescence)
GOSH ! he's freakin HOT

ya know , i could go on and on about my eyecandies .. but i think that's enough for today . hahaha .. there's still a whole truckload ..
ive just realised how much mikey way still means to me :)
and then there's the girl i wanna adopt , mica dela cruz .. there's valeen montenegro , and , john prats , and , oh man ... see what cable tv does to me ?! hehehe !

i think im going crazy . oh yes , ummm , mel , how dare you call me a nerd ! hahhaa
i still strongly believe that you study more than i do !
i feel so insecure .. gosh !
the stress is making me eat alot .

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait !!! ooolala

hahah .. my mom got me this shirt .. its like supposed to be for men . cool huh .

2006-10-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

i had my bio practicals on tuesday .

i really dont know how i did .

i think it wasnt that bad but then again iknow that i made alot of errors .

OOOHKAY .

so , it's a potential bad sign but how come im not feeling that "OHHHSHIT" climbing all over me .

I HAVE NO IDEA .

haha .. maybe its PMS .

i kind of like the timing

so when ill sit for all the written papers i'd be in the unemo mood .

yes yes , i am feeling supah emo now .

and maybe it's also cause i cant do the scgs A Math paper . AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHH !!!!!!!

SHIT !

so next week's like the last week of school for everyone except for the O level people . im starting to feel sad (see what i mean ? emo emo emo !!!)

okay , so itll be the last time i'd wear the uniform together with all the juniors . okok , unless i come back and wear the uniform , but i wont do that , im not that insane ! oh yeah , there's still the collection of the O level results . but that does not count !!!!!!!! im flippin yo . the lessons i would have would be the last lesons i'd ave with the juniors screamin away and irritating the shit outta me . I WOULD MISS THAT .

i have a feeling im gonna cry during graduation . HAHAHA !! okay , i had that feeling before patron's day and the farewell party . but , really , suddenly im smiling instead of crying . ainit coooooooooool ? ohh yes , i rmbed , it may prolly be the last time i'd walk up the classroom block . hahaha !

oh hannah , your such a wuss .

random thought : you can call me a blackopino :)

welcome to the black parade is playing in muh head . at least its not SOMEONE'S voice .

gosh ive been awfully bitchy these days .

2006-10-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

I like the way

your cheeks become lowered

deeper and deeper

into your grave face

and bones protrude like tombstones

above a ghastly field of grey.

i heard that now even heidi klum's supposedly too fat to make it as a model . like , yes yes , what in the world ? is skinny supposed to be beautiful ? i dont speak cause im not a supermodel with my BMI at a mere 14.1 .... like hello ? ummmm , since when is skinny pretty ? ANYWAY , i think singapore's modelling industry is pretty fuckd up haha .. firstly , they have "fat" models ... secondly , this is singapore , an asian country , but do take a look around , how often do you come across ads featuring asian models . even if you do see them pretty often , im sure you'd see way way more of ads with caucasian models . aint that screwed ? i was talkin to a friend once and he told me asian models just make the ad look tacky ... HAHA .. not true please ! i personally feel that here , in singapore , the advertisers dont really put that much effort into ads with asian models . just look around . really , hangten vs goldheart :)

im so bored .i cant believe im actually addressing such an issue . whatever .

anyway , i had another one of those dreams last night . when i wanted to move and scream but i was simply paralysed ..IT SUCKED :( i hate the feeling of bein suppressed .

i have two weeks to the Os .. i feel like im no where near prepared for sitting for them . TWO WEEKS !!!!!!!!!!! :(((( to look on the bright side , i have so much to look forward to once the Os are done .

i just realised that SP offers mass com . HAHAHAHAHHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay , another door opened . but that doesnt make anything any easier . pray for me PLEASE

2006-10-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

talkin to kim just made me rmb !
i was in chinatown yesterday and there was some hindu festival going on .
WOW !!! the beats were fantastic .. and it's all live baby !
haha , talk about nice sounds ... the sight was nice too !
there were the women in pretty pretty saris .
AND , hahaha , a bunch of goodlookin creatures .
okok , bimbo talk , dahahaha !!!!
=)
anyway ! kim and i agree that indian guys are goodlooking .
i mean , just take the extra time to really look at them ... and im sure you can see it
okay , so anyway , i think i spoke too soon .
cause the so called "goodlooking " guy is really an exact , but darker version of my friend , adam .. adam is australian by the way .okay , and adam is a handsome dude .. so yeah , ainit coooool ? hhahah ..

oh yeah , and there was this junk shop .
okay , it wasnt really a SHOP , since all they had was a van and the carpark . haha
and , they sold , literally , JUNK .
it was cool man . i spotted this box full of GOLD ..
maybe its not real gold , but nonetheless , golden accessories .
i felt like slapping the guy cause first he said that its a dollar a packet , and then when i decided to buy two packs he told me it costs $2 each cause they are "big" pieces .. what the fuck . but anyway , didnt care too much .. they were really pretty and still , cheap ... yes yes .. i bought them and i felt so happy . hahaha ..

we dined at this dimsum place ... and we were sitting next to two tubfulls of frogs .. live , green , fat frogs ...
oh how my heart aches for them , its like , GOSH , theyre in for death ..
my aunt told me of how cute my cousin is ..
like , he'd actually pay for a live frog ...
and then he'd set it free at some lake ..
okay , maybe it wont survive but at least the good intent is there :)

i stayed home all day today, still i havent studied .. can someone please make sure i do two chapters of chemistry before getting a shuteye ??

so the results of the prelims are all out ...
i am , not happy with my grades ..
i know people out there would prolly be cursin cause really , i did quite okay .
but its just not good enough .
my hunger for better grades is just so overwhelming
i hope im not jinxing myself for the real thing .
I AM .. SCARED .

2006-10-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

shop shop shop shop and no work done . HAHA ...

i feel so empty but why why why cant i get any work done .
URGH !!! the bio pracs are just creeepin up from behind waiting to grab me and kill me .
okok , not making sense . so not funny .

i love my day yesterday . okay , expect for the part when i was being super pissy towards my mom . but other than that , it was fine .

i went for a haircut . and then my grandma and sister decided to have one too .
my sister doesnt look different at all . so , i cant help but frown everytime she says she likes her hair . haha

there was this singapore chinese orchestra thing at far east . and i saw this guy playing this horn thing . oh yeah , pamela !! hahaha .. you know that horn thing .. the irritating one , the deafening one , the omgoodness one ?? ahahah !! he actually played it well , with tune . HHAHHA ..

hehe, im like , playing freaky factory now . and , i keep losing cause mel's "HE EAT MY DOGGY !!!" keeps playing in my head . what the hell please .

2006-10-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

to her with love

2006-10-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

PDA ... public display of affection .
disturbing ? yes . to a certain extent of course ..
i know ive already mentioned this a couple of times but .
yes i find it disturbing .
i think couples should get a dressing room or something if ever the case of the wild libido were to pop up ..
i really think its stupid/disgusting/scary/annoying to squeeze your girlfriend's boobs in public .
WHO DOES THAT ...
okok , so ive come across TWO couples in TWO days ..
couples which have guys squeezing their girly's boobies in public ..
actually , that's not PDA , that a public display of sexual urgency ...
so not cool .
and , i am not being conservative .
unusually , i think kissing in public is okay , in certain places ...
groping boobies is just too much .
y'know what im sayin ? haha

i feel bad man . i think my sister and i need to get in touch more .
she's gonna meet her friend called "the raging hormones " , like , really soon ...
HAHAHAA ... okay , maybe i dont WANT to be there for her .
but , i guess im obliged to ..
i wonder when she'll have a boyfriend . lol
ok , i think too much .
maybe she'll end up gay like me . hahaha

2006-10-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

so my trip to sentosa ytd was fucked up cause it ruined my day's plans . but nvm . J was there . my mom told me about her . how she totally caught her husband cheating on her . with the maid . it's not like J is ugly , she's like , really x-factorish and her body's in great shape though she has two sons . but maybe her husband has her side of the story too .. i think it's just really sad that she cant just rewind and delete . she was really different ytd . definitely not the same happy J i knew ...fucked up , but i guess she really loves her husband to stil be living under the same roof as him . or maybe it's a sacrifice for the kids . either way , you gotta hand it to her , right ?

time spent at the beach was filled with sick people .. hahah .. firstly , there was this guy with SPANDEX SHORTS ... it was , ridiculously unsightly ... come on man , his balls looked like a tennisball hidden in those spandex YO ...

and then , if that wasnt sick enough , there was this couple with a hornaye hornaye guy . the girl was on the guy's lap and man oh man .. her boobs were his STRESSBALLS ... she looked like she has a " SQUEEZE EM , I LAUGH ! " tag or something . yeap , he gave her boobies one nice SQUEEEEZE , and she giggled ... and it happened again , and again and again and again ... pfff ... PDA to a whole new level .. it was on today's newspapers .. CHECK IT OUT , YO ! ahahha ..

to pamela : hehe , i was listening to this song and , yeah , here's a dedication for you :) try listening to One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey and , some other guys .. haha .. dude i hope you like it ... just rmb it when you're down .

to the world .. im all emo and sad and angry and worried . HAHA !!

you know what i hate about my monthly best friend ??? it's like , a gentle reminder of all my problems .. okay not , PROBLEMS , i wouldnt call it that ... more like , my troubles .. so lame , yeh , i know man :((( but can YOU tell me what am i to do .. it's just so ironical now you know. like , i've been waiting for the end of the Os for a really long time . but now , i think its prolly gonna be the worst thing that's ever gonna happen . i know you didnt ask me to wait ... but think about it man , you did , technically you did alright . i just hope your aware that because you did that , i cant help but hope ... when , FYI , hope wasnt in my dictionary .. my point is , if youre only gonna leave me hurt , i suggest you do it now . before the big Os get too near .. y'know what im saying ???

2006-09-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

i failed my SS everyone . it's kinda routine . like the results i'd get will usually be returned to be , in order of good to bad . what the hell please .

turns out , im not going to the philippines this christmas . haha .. and so , it's like ... what now ?

i think ill be giving school a miss tomorrow . anyway i dont see what's there to look forward to . oh yes , my fucking appeal has been rejected . why is my post today so depressing ! okok , so , maybe ill go over to HAMPSHIRE tomorrow , go pamper myself a lil bit , then head home to study . yes , maybe that's what ill do ...

my best friend's birthday is in two days . but if you wanna argue with me , okay maybe you can say its in 1 day . but technically its not . whatever whatever whatever ..

i cant believe i completed 2 chapters of chemistry on the way home . im happy . hehe .

oh yeah , about the article about IJ girls being frivilous . actually , i hate to say it but i kinda agree ..

hear ye hear ye !! i cant wait to see an article on theresians talking like theyre deaf . so sue me . hey , im a theresian too . and i totally agree .. like hello , these girls are right beside each other , if not , they are at the most , 2-2.5 metres away ... do you guys really , really really really , have to shout to one another ? are you guys angry people ? no i dont think so .

they said that IJ girls are easy when it comes to the opposite sex . well sorry but i think it only applies to one particular IJ school . cause , if you really analyse , and get in touch with reality , most IJ secondary (even primary) schools are lesbian .. AHAHA !!! oooh well , but think about it , we are everywhere , therefore , always noticed ... there are also girls , non IJ girls , who are FRIVOLOUS .. you just dont take note cause maybe they dont make up a spectacular population . its unfair unfair unfair ... like ive said , life is never fair ...

anyway , i really agree with what isabel said , the guys who dont like IJ girls do so because ..

`they got dumped by one

`they got rejected by one

`and so they spread the word ...

and girls who dont like IJ girls do so because

`a guy dumped them for an IJ girl

`IJ girls are undeniably more talented , smarter and more noticed

`aya , theyre just crazy okay ...

during english my teacher said this , "when i was in secondary school , i didnt like IJ girls .. anyway , no one liked my school (RGS) .." HAHAHAHHA .. wouldnt you laugh and agree ?

2006-09-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

i'd watch this over and over again if it werent for my fucked up sound system :)

HAHAH ... FEDERLINE YO ! and ohmygoodness isnt ashton kutcher just , DELICIOUS ???

SO , today was actually supposed to be my first day of O level preps ... but , as i expected , it was a hell of a chore . but itll only get better . I KNOW IT WILL :)

i have a BALUKU on my forehead but it got smaller . hahaha !! you see , i was on the upper deck of a bus and i was tryna get into the inner seats .. and , i totally knocked my head onto the thingy , you know , the airconditioning segment .. it swelled up like a bitch and i think i scared everyone on the bus cause the THUMP was so loud !!!! URGHHH !!! M says its my retribution for laughing at her . HAHA .. okay :\ maybe :)

we all got back our EL prelims today . and i am happy . but maybe i shouldnt jinx myself by being too conceited . wait , im not even like that in the first place . HAHA .

heard there was this article dissing IJ girls YO ... wassup wassup wassup with that ??? -i am living in my own mountain , okay inside joke .. hahaha - blablabla ... there are girls who are not IJ girls who are far worse than us .. we just make up a very very large population so its really UNFAIR . then again , how fair can life be ?

hady oh hady is the new singapore idol . im not sad that jon lost . nor am i happy that hady won . im happy for hady but not happy that he won . get it ?? HAHAHA .. whatevs . taufik performed . and i miss the previous batch of contestants . they were better . oli oh oli . jess oh jess ... wow , idol orgasm ... imagine if i were to start on CLAY AIKEN and CARRIE ...

i always knew that the pussycat dolls were personally a turn on but i didnt realise how obviously lesbian i become when i see them ... oooh .. fergie is hot . agreed ?? but doesnt she look like a p-o-r-n star ??? HAHAHA ... random random ..

2006-09-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

im trying hard to keep in touch with my primary school friends and my my my , its good to know that people actually appreciate me remembering them :) BUT OF COURSE :D

so , its like , another round of everything . im at the last stretch of my secondary school life . will i miss it ? haha , most definitely . though , i just cant wait for the Os to end . its all gonna end in 9 WEEKS .. imagine that .. okay , so the Os are , really really near ... and im like living in my worst nightmare , caring about things that really , shouldnt get in the way . but i really cant help it . HAHA ...

mel came over and we watched the l word
haha .. and luckily she left before my mom came home :i just realised that the both of us alone at home wouldnt give my mom the right idea .
damn ...

anyway , i am leaving my study plans for the Os up to mel ,
HAHAHA
we are starting on monday anyway so ill just do what she does and hopefully ill get grades that are more comparable to hers ..
OH MAN !!!
it doesnt seem enough man .. SHIT

my day in school yesterday made me pissy cause i only went cause i wanted to get back some of he papers ..
but , nah , didnt happen ...
what's more , i didnt bring my PE attire and CELINE QUEK made me and the other who didnt bring theirs to run ...
the sun was up so it was really gross .. LOL BIMBO TALK
but , whatever , i played floorball and ended up with a damp pinafore on my back :)
none of the teachers came , well , at least .. hahaha
the relief teacher for lit was shit .
but she's nice alright .
she was told to go through the answer scheme for our lit papers ,
so anyway , we were given hard copies of the answers ...
guess what ,
she read of the papers ...
but she was nice . but i hope jo phang will come back .

i have chem practicals tomorrow .
i guess im being punished for skipping school today ..

i have so much to say but i cant put it in words . you said that you're not asking me to wait but , technically , you did . i hope you understand that what you said made me hope . as always , ill prepare for the worst ?
fine , this is just downright stupid .

2006-09-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

so i went to this party right .
and gawd , hahahaha , i was seriously bored to tears .

but oh well , thank God for jeremy .
he made me smile with all his crap .
he lost weight and im happy for him .
in case you didnt know , he's like ,
this 12 year old boy , who's handsome like his brother ...
only thing is , he's like a polar bear .
but a handsome one at that :)
ohhh man , i cant wait to see him lose weight and , be , mr hottie .. HAHAHAH
i am pedophile , hear me roar .
okok , im only just kidding .
hehehe ..

im totally acting like , the prelims are over . hahaha
oh speakn of prelims ,
i was being such a spas just now .
i dont know what the hell i did but i know i was a spas when darryl asked me about my prelims .
ANYWAY , i feel bad ...
i dont want my a math results to be that bad but at this point there's really notihn i can do :(

oh oh !!
earlier today i watched the VMA's ...
pussypussypussycat dollsssss ..
man , they really get me high :)
when i grow up i wanna be a pussycat doll
BLEAH . IM KIDDING . HAHAHA

justin timberlake performed .
ah ...hot as ever .
i like what he was wearing but im sure he'd be just as delicious without the outfit ..
HAHAHA ...

and so , rewind some more to this morning .
my sister and i were listening to my grandma's stories .
like , about the war and all ...
and maybe , the japanese soldiers werent entirely evil ..
i mean , they were just following orders ..
cant people be patriotic to that extent ?
i mean , im sure they thought that what they were doing is right ...
i know , that they still do have feelings .
HAHAHAHA ..
so stone me man ..
im so easily swayed .

you know i cant stop thinking about you , right ?

2006-09-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

so i reeceived an email from , umm , meita i think .. and she sent me this . kinda freaky cause yeah , its true for me . haha

PLEASE READ ONE LINE AT THE TIME

DON`T READ AHEAD

otherwise

YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,
WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,
WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME
(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6 .

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10,

& 11

6. Finally,
MAKE A WISH

HERE IS THE
KEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in
SPACE 2

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE
3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in
SPACE 7

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in
SPACE 4

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO
KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR
LUCKY STAR

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN NUMBER 3

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN 7

9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU
FEEL ABOUT LIFE

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR
LUCKY NUMBER

2006-09-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

again , when im supposed to be studying im here at the com
yes yes
okay , so i was contemplating on whether i should just stick to my fuck chemistry plan ,
and study geog , or ... at least try ..
okay , i was trying but then of course my lousy attention span got to me ..

URGHGHHG !!!!! please someone help me !
okokok , another problem .
a math .like chem , i just wanted to look at the paper and shout GO TO HELL ...
but suddenly , I CANT BEAR TO DO THAT ! hhahahaha

my mom said that we maybe going back to the philippines for christmas . i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but im just not in the mood to not spend christmas in singapore . BESIDES , .... !#$#%$$%# .. hahahah ... M , you know where im comin from , right ? :( IT DISTURBS ME OH SO FUCKING MUCH ...

anyway , i have this feeling that its probably the last christmas ill get to spend with my supaheroes (BUT OF COURSE I HOPE IT WONT BE THE LAST) . so , yeah , it makes me wanna spend christmas in singapore even more ... THEN AGAIN , i have not seen alot of my relatives for eons .. HAHAHAH ... whatever . its not even confirmed yet . lol

i want to be with her on christmas :) AHHHHH !!!! im nuts . ooopsie daisy . i should stop it . hahahha !

okok , im off to my second attempt at studying . byebye

2006-09-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

reading E's blog can be so entertaining ... its people like him that really remind me to be happy .. even if its for no reason . cause being happy is so much healthier than being all sad and angry and emo :D

HAHAHA .. and a friend of mine told me i should just show Her how much i love Her . ahh well , can i hold your hand ??? WOW .. freakin wonderful idea !!! yeah yeah , i should stop it before i scare Her even more :) heeeheeehee ...

so anyway , it's officially time to panick becus hannah is still throwing her brains all over the place when she should be picking the pieces all up , glue em altogether , reall reall tight and all , and , ya know , like what everyone else is doing , NOURISH IT WITH BIOLOGY ..

but anyway , i was thinking , like , hahahaha ... maybe i should screw up my prelims since , well , its only the prelims ... but then , its not healthy ainit ? so like , what ? when its the Os i think im prolly gonna say , ahh well , its only the Os ... no biggie :D NOOOOOO !!!

im gonna complain : when i look at the stuff in my textbook , its like , ahh yes i know it , yes i do .. but then when i really get down to business and start attempting questions , ITS LIKE , BRAINS BRAINS WHERE ART THOU ! what the fuck .. im like hurtin real bad right now , cause i saw this brick wall , and it was so beautiful , I CRIED ....

okay so ive officially lost it :
i didnt go to school today , though i was in my school uniform all day . hahaha .. i wont call it truancy since i didnt have to be in school in the first place . its the only way i could get outta my house . so yeah , i woke up at 8 , and made my way to M's place . because studying a lil is better than not studying at all . boring shit . i got distracted so many times . and i fell asleep once . HAHAHA ... wtf .

we then went to tbp and bought wax .. all i can say now is : M's feet are so much prettier now . hehehe ..

i really cant wait to go for playground @ momo . i hope its not gonna be infested with the dudes from my school . hahaha .. cause really after the Os i just want a damn break from seeing all of them . LOL ... but , so fortunately , i am not the queen so i can only hope . oh yeah , ms hannah the anit-social dude .. ANYWAY , the party is totally my motivation . AND ITS SO FAR AWAY ! like , ive never been so psyched about a party ever since my horrid experience at MOS . hahaha ... i thought that that party would be my last . seriously . ugh .

OH OH OH !!!

DAMN RIGHT ! ITS A VACANT AFFAIR !!!!
SHOULD I GOOOOO ?!??!?!

2006-09-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

my nose is a freakin tap and my eyes are suddenly so darn sensitive .
ARGHHGH !!!!$$#%$#&$#^% !!! and prelims start tomorrow.. DAMMIT

of all days to catch a cold :(

ive yet to make love to math ... OH WELL ..

my day was spent at the expo .. there was some sale thing going on and im so pissed off cause i didnt get to buy that shirt ! ahahhaahha !!!! i mean , it was so nice and so cheap and the worst part is .. i think today's the last day...

let me entertain the very few of you who read my blog with what happened to me last night ..
firstly , i couldnt sleep cause my eyes were hurtin and i think it was the case of PUS..
secondly , i kept sneezing and my pillow seemed really hard . HAHA ..

so , anyway , when i finally went to sleep i had dreams of unearthly encounters .. and its not like it was one big incident .. i dreamt of BIG BIG incidentSSSS ... i kinda forgot .. but i know marisse and i were in some house .. in the hall .. and then we could see ghosts like glowing behind each other .. fucking scary .. ~and to make things worse at the moment , the wind is very very cold ...~ later , i ended up going around with melissa .. for some reason we were at clarke quay MRT station .. and our juniors were goin round selling lip smackers .. but that's not the scary part ... later on , mel and i were in my neighbourhood... ~fuck i have to walk past that way tml morning ~ and it was AT NIGHT ... and for some reason my bag fell into this man made river you can find at my place ... but the thing's always dry so i started picking my stuff up . i was even being a bimbo saying that my foundation case thing fell and the powder landed all on the grass ~ i dont even use make up!!!hahahah~ then mel taps me and tells me to hurry .. i could tell she was scared cause for some reason i felt something was wrong .. and so she tells me that i wont believe her if she told me ... but then i saw IT too and it just freaked the hell outta me . sheesh ...

whatever .. i forgot most of it . and its better this way . but , hell , i was so scared i went to my parents' room and plopped myself beside my mom .. she made me tell her what i dreamt of and she too got freaked . haha .. the last time i crawled into my parents' bed cause of a nightmare was like .. when i was 9 or something .. OHHH MAN !! HHAHHAHA

i dont like such unearthly concepts .. i mean , part of me says that im just being stupid and it's pretty impossible .. but then again , ya know , it's like there will surely be a part that chooses to believe such stuff .. i was talking about it with pam and mel , we shared our shit ... and i cant help but think that , no matter how stupid or impossible it is , HAHA ... its actually true ? like , how coincidental can this be ? a dog dies , and , after a significant number of days , a moth , coloured white with brown spots(the dog was of that colour) , appears in its owner's house .. and , how often can you come across images of things that arent there ? how precise can signals of unfortunate events be ? i really dont like the thought of it but it really disturbs me . haha ..

anyway , i was talking to this guy i barely know last night . and , oh what a surprise .. he knows about my love life . HAHAHA !! whatever . pfff . so he asked me : why turn lesbian ? .. i was like , i dont know ? and then he asked me again : why les ?? ... so i said , i dunno ?
hey if i could answer that question ya think i'd be lesbian ?
so , people keep questioning my brains .. i say ... question your own brains first .
and , oh he suggested , finding another guy .. that way i'd end up with a best friend and a boyfriend . HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH .. no comments . how naive ..

anyway , here's a message to her , since , i dont know how to initiate talking to you about it . umm , yeah . but , ya know , if youre reading this and , you forgot , or , dont care , hahaha .... then nevermind .bottomline : tsk . i dont wanna tell the world about it so just ask me la . hahahhahaha !

2006-09-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

2006-09-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

hee .. ever heard of the band sons of liberty ?
okay , if not , YOUR LOST .
the members are really really nice

so i was reading E's blog , the guitarist ..

check this out :
And speaking about singlish, who invented it. really. reallyreallyreally. who in the world was the first ever singaporean to speak singlish? Apparently, a friend of mine discovered something in the newest edition of the Oxford Dictionary. I REPEAT! OXFORD dictionary

i think it goes
lah- a word used by singaporeans at the end of every sentence.

YOU SEE SINGAPOREANS! what have we done :(:(:(

oh mann sadness. the torment in my soul.But how did singlish ever came about? someone care to enlighten me?

HHAHAHAHA ... wtf .
ohhh egan

2006-09-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

haha ... i think they look pretty similar . ashlee simpson and ashley tisdale ...look , they have the same eyes .. only the colour differs ... and the same smile . the hair's the same too ..

i havent done any work since ytd . and here's the worst part : the prelims are next week ... but , i just cant bring myself to study ... urgh ...

mel and pamela came over last night for karaoke !!! hehe .. plans went as planned in the end . anyway , mel HAD TO come to settle the stuff for the juniors .. it's been so long since we had a night at my place just singing . lol . but it was just as fun !!!!!

M stayed over but P had to leave ... apparantly M told me, in the middle of the night , that it was too cold but i cant rmb .. apparantly , she tried wakin me up at 8.30 .. but i told her to fuck off till it was 9.30 . haha . you shouldve heard her speak in the morning . hilarious shit .

so anyway , we rushed outta my house cause we slept till about 10 .. -i feel like M's weird friend , cause im giving too much details . hahaha !! whatevs- okok , so , we rushed to her place .. so you should really check out her brother . his waist is so amazingly small . and i hope he wont come across this . haha !

we went to tiong baru after she bathed and all to get candy for the juniors .

then it was off to school for the farewell party .

it was fun alright . the juniors put so much heart into this party , I CANT THANK YOU GUYS ENOUGH !

so we had lunch first . rachel told me something about ASS-TROP . okay , i feel kinda bad insulting his fucking surname but do i care ?! no . if i could , i'd really tell him this : GET OVER IT SUCKER !!! ITS BEEN TWO FUCKING YEARS !

okok , this is supposed to be a happy happy day :)

the juniors then brought us to the balcony at the foyer .. they did this bird's eye view presentation using their booooodiees .. it was really freakin sweet ...

later it we had games.. we had to like , come up with this music video thing in our groups . HAHAHAH !!!! M's group was hilarious cause they were given the song Stars Are Blind by Paris Hilton !!!! M acted as paris with her huge double Ds paper boobs with rosima acting as the macho guy who rips off the bikini .oooh man .

yeah yeah ... so i had fun ... the juniors then sang to the seniors who didnt leave ... and there was this dedication that was really , wow . ohhh man !!! im gonna miss y'all !!

haha .. i went to play pool with M , vanessa , yuan ling , and annabelle ... pretty much later , V's , ahem , friend ... came along .. and i beat him at a game of pooool !!! i lost twice cause i accidentally hit the 8 ball in :\ ..

im tired . haha !!!! oh someone please make me study

2006-09-07T11:57:00.000+08:00

it's 12 o clock , half the day is gone . not good .

i havent studied today .
actually now i feel super insecure because , prelims are in , 3 days ... and , hahaahaha!!!!
i have done next to nothing . haha . ohhh well :)
a maths can just kiss my ass goodbye . what a pity

so anyway , tomorrow is one busy day and so is today .
actually pam and i planned this thing at my house tonight ,
but , as expected , i dont think it's gonna happen cause mel wants to study :that kinda leaves me with settling the stuff for the farewell party tomorrow and , at least do a bit of revision . haha .

i cant wait for the Os to be over cause i can wait to burn my books

AND I JUST REALISED that ill be caged in this house for the whole day !!!!
maybe i shouldve gone to school

2006-09-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

my one week holiday is going as expected .
yeah , not a holiday

so i was on my way to school ... i was waiting for the bus that wouldnt come . i was already half and hour late so i thought i'd just skip chem class . and i walked across the road , hoping to get some food cause my freakin tummy was getting really angry ... of course , the expected thing happened : i saw my bus ..

today is one unlucky day but maybe its just me vs karma .

the bio discussion was so mentally exhausting i felt like i was losing my mind
maybe this is good so ill be more tolerant when it comes to studying
mrs leong said i need to be more focused
i say i need my sanity back

i wasnt myself today .. haha

yesterday , i hung out with my superheroes and we talked ..
i think i am by far , the most spastic one in the group .

i remembered how i terrorised the supermarkets with my itchy hands .

there was once , i really really wanted my mom to buy a watermelon .
i was really young , and uber puny .
she said okay , and told me to wait ..
being myself , i couldnt wait .
so i took a watermelon ,
and i realised that it was too heavy .
so , i dropped it .
and it was like splack!!!! on the floor , smashed and all ..
my mom was screaming at me , i tried putting the smashed watermelon back , i forgot if i managed to ... but , oooh man , HAHAHAH !!! my mom didnt pay for it btw , neither did i . haha

there was another time ,
in the rice section ,
my parents were pretty far away from where i was ..
there was this box of rice ..
and you could actually see the grains of rice in it because there was this plastic opening .
the plastic was so soft , i still remember , it was like cling wrap ...
it definitely was as fragile as cling wrap at that point .
i am the pervert , wanting to touch everything that felt nice...
so i poked at it . ALOT ...
until i realised that i could feel the grains of rice because my finger fucked the plastic real hard .
so you can imagine , the rice started flowing out of the damn box and i ran to my parents and pretended nothing happened . HAHAHAH !!!

guess what , nelly furtado is bisexual . coooolio .

2006-09-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

and i say !
marry me sarah ...

today i stuffed myself with ALOT of junk . since yerterday , i couldnt help but eat everything that looked yummy . hahaha !!! so , anyway , i felt the pinch and i borrowed my mom's track shoes to go for a jog . i didnt run as much as i wanted too .. after a while my toes felt like tey were being skinned and true enough , hahahha .. a big gross wound on my toe . applying the iodine and antiseptic was woohoo so painful . in fact it's still stinging mr toe but i kinda like the feeling .

DO I HAVE LESSONS TOMORROW ?!
shit . hahahah ..

i wanna get a tattoo .. i wanna get one at the back of my neck . but as usual , my parents ... they would kick me out of the house .

i don't know if i've already mentioned this but me and my lovely group of friends has been having this weird boobie fascination . hahahha !

i was at this bra shop yesterday and saw this uber huge bra ... ya know , the kind that i can wash my face in . HAHA .. and , yeah , it just hit me : boobs are disgusting . haha . shucks i think i sound like a guy now . oooh well ..

2006-09-02T15:56:00.000+08:00

mel and i have stuff on sale . yeah , from brandless stuff to brands like :
mango , french connection , U2 , anna sui , quicksilver , blablabla .. more details soon . promise

2006-08-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

i cant help but wonder why it's still you after all this time

2006-08-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

i'm totally cool with pretending that , nothing has happened . haha , you know , that everythings the same . but of course the pinch comes when i accidentally mention stuff and all .. AHAHAHA .. i guess im not as immuned as i thought i was . but there are things that you say , that make me wanna tell you , HELLO ?! .... oh well :D

i have not been exercising my brains for days .. and i feel bad cause God helps those who helps themselves .. and im not helping myself so today ill study for bio pracs and tomorrow ill do what i can for english .. with , breaks filled with math . haha . math and ham . nice .

today , i had a dose of the l word and i shared my coming out stories with melissa . hahaha... initially i asked her for HER story but i forgot if she even gave me an answer . if she did , it mustve been very vague cause i dont remember anything so fuck you melissa . hahahaha .. you owe me life stories tomorrow . IN DEPTH :) YAY !

i feel so happy for my sister casue she finally grew outta listening to ancient music by britney . i have nothing against the classic but britney is not and was never classic material . guns and roses , now that's classic . haha . so now my sister has respectable shit blasting on the stereo ... like ... haha . i dont know what the band is called so nevermind . i wanted to let her give HIM a try but that would be pushing it .

im in the mood for stingray .

you know what , i feel like skipping night study tomorrow but im pretty freaked out cause i just realised that bad things happen to mel and i whenever we skip night study . 2 weeks ago , i realised that lta officers have no dicks and last week , melissa had lousy shithead service at ljs . hahaha !!! so how , should i really test waters again tomorrow and just try skipping ? haha .

oh man , i wanted to skip schol on wednesday but i remembered that i have my english prelims on that day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ON EARTH !

mel , shiyun and i want to skip school on thursday .
firstly , it's not be yourself day
secondy , we'd rather go to sentosa .
WHOOPEE !

ms lim said i should think of dropping a maths . i told her ill think about it but hello ?! my mom would never allow it .

2006-08-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

acidic bowels

i went out with marisse and melissa today . haha . hung out for a bit . my mother was following us and so i think meeting moo after school on weekdays is still the best option . my mom is PMSing . i think she stained her pants while we were out but i didnt bother telling her . despite all the crap , i tell myself not to be so angry with her .

i actually had a dream about her . and , i dont know why , but she asked me to kill her . and if i didnt kill her she'd do some shit to get herself killed . she asked me to connect some wires so that she'd get electricuted (???) .. think , THE CHAIR ..of course in the dream , and obviously i'd do the same in real life , i connected the wires differently and so she didnt die . i dont remember much .. i do rmb the part where i was fiddling with some random mp3 player , sobbing away .. then i saw this carriage - think zoo trams - and boarded it .. suddenly this malay guy popped beside me and talked to me like he couldnt see that i was obviously sobbing and devastated . im guessing i was on my way to my mom's second attempt at death . i wanted to shout at him and go "CANT YOU TELL I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU ! " .. hahhahah , it couldve been warren but i dont know . he's not malay btw.. just looks like one . okay that's totally out of point but nvm ... scary dream . i dont want my mom to die ....

SO ANYWAY , i went over to my ortho's house hoping to get the rubber bands for mel but she thought i requested for the rubber rings that hold the wire to the brackets . so i didnt get it and im sorry melissa . she didnt have it at her house . but anyway , she tightened my braces and she only charged me 25 dollars . hahah .. cheap huh? here's the funnier thing , the 25 dollars also paid her for the last 2 or 3 treatments cause she didnt charge me for that . hahahah !

marisse must have waited for me for almost two hours . im sorry babe . we went to town to meet melissa ... moo got her bag and then the three of us indulged in a strawberry sundae and a cookies n cream shake at billy bombers . haha .

my day wasnt that interesting so nevermind . haha .
someone needs to punch me with words of wisdom .
oh yeah ... my prelims are coming . do pray for me . hahaha

2006-08-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

HAHA . FUCK YOU LAH SL .

yesterday i went to sentosa with mel and her dad ..
and things got pretty dead because my thighs are too big .. HAHAHAHHAHA ... okok , doesnt really make sense . here's the thing , mel and i went to some tiny island at siloso beach and ,i sort of sat down where my legs could get soaked ... and somehow , i felt my inner inner thigh get fucking bitten by some unknown thing . okay , its not for sure that i got bitten .. but the area got really really red and painful . and so you see , my thighs , being fleshy and all , would rub against one another when i walk .. so you can imagine the pain when i move about ... HAHA ...

the both of us went onto the main beach and got ourselves some snacks ... i REALLY REALLY couldnt walk around cause my thigh was hurting like a bitch . and so, melissa , im sorry for paralysing the both of us yesterday . haha .

so , the both of us ended up sitting there , eating and eating and eating . kind melissa helped me get a few rounds of snacks . (haha ! yes , A FEW .. ) and by the time we were sick of snacking , it was dinner time so we got ourselves some dinner . mr tummy was very very pleased . i was kinda amazed at how big the freakin company was . oh yeah , btw , it was mel's dad's company's family day . haha .i was imagining how my dad's company's family day would be like if there was ever one . like how pathetic it would turn out to be cause most of the people working with my dad are immigrants whose families are still in japan ... i was impressed . haha .

so , yeah , i was pretty pised off cause i forgot to bring my camera !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel angry thinking about it . and , somehow , i feel worried cause i havent sent in my fax/letter in to the LTfuckingA for the fucking appeal ..
oh fuck my dad just gave me a heart attack .

the wonders of technology . my com just restarted on its own and i still managd to get my post back ! hahaha . amoooozeeng .

we played on the beach till the sunset and went home .

i literally RAN back home , from the bus stop .. hoping to beat my family to it . unfortunately , my dad was already home and so , haha . i am the bad guy . i was supposed to meet them at church you see , at , 6pm ? but i ended up reaching my place at 10pm ...

i hate curfews . i dont see the point in them . like why do parents come up with impossible curfews just to get themselves pissed off ? i'd rather have the "dont stay out for more than 12hours" rule than have curfews .

ill be going back to town today to meet dear marisse .

haha , so now you know that its you lah .. okay . im waiting for you to tell me your guess . it doesnt make sense right . AHAHAHHAAHHAHA .. NEVERMIND MAN . we can be loners in poly together . provided you dont forget that i actually exsist . alright ? :)

2006-08-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

ever had moments when you cant explain yourself ? when , word vomit just isnt enough to bring across what is really on your mind ? yes , it happened to me today.

2006-08-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

today i hung out with my best friend and i am happy .

we went to arab street and i have the urge to start my own little online business .
its gonna be tough
ill need quite alot of money to start
but , i hope ill get there before i hit poly

anyway , the place was cool , the weather was frying us alive and , it didnt feel like singapore .
she bought me this pretty bracelet and thank you oh so much for that :)

we saw sand supply and it looke really cool . haha

oh and i just realised how bloody unexposed and naive i am . HAHA ..
today she opened my eyes to reality . okay okay . WTF

i have my chem pracs tomorrow , they are supposed to be for my prelims .
actually i feel like skipping my O level chemistry papers altogether .
so maybe my O level cert wont look too bad ... haha .

and so sometimes i wonder , maybe what she said is right . maybe i only want you for the very fact that i can never have you . i cant help but wonder , what did she have that i dont . i wonder , maybe , just maybe , you hate her because you love her . HAHA . ahh , doesnt matter . im waiting for you to tell me it wont happen . soon , ill be waiting for your goodbye speech . but till then , i thank you for everything you've given me .

2006-08-19T18:06:00.001+08:00

screw the landfuckingtransportauthorities . HA . yea , i admit i broke the fucking law but i also believe that i deserved to get away with it . dont make sense ?? WRONG , i make perfect sense . haha . whatever .. so now i have a $50 fine under my wonderful name ... but im gonna get myself out of this . or ill make it a point to push LTfuckingA down the drains ..

SO ANYWAY , i had my english O level orals on thursday . i have no comments , what's done is done , but do pray that the examiners thought i was wonderful :) hehe . after that , yeah , i went to melissa's house and then it was the hooha at the mrt station with the fucking man who has no dick . the fucking lta faggot . HAHA ..yeaaaaaa . he will get his karma .i just know it. melissa and i went over to city hall to pamper our sweet tooth ...and this is why , i will never contract but instead , continue to expand . she bought a chococoated marshmallow stick and i got myself a can of jellybeans .and for that , we probably walked round and round candy empire for almost an hour ..we were making alot of noise and talking about dicks .. we basically took a very long time in candy empire and spased around alot . mel was entertaining me with her impressions of lil kim .. not the rapper , but a character in Deuce Bigolo European Gigolo . hahah .. go check it out . cool movie .

that's what yo momma say everytime i BANG her

oh yeah , haha , i even called melissa up that night before going to bed so she could do a final impersonation over the phone . lol . i like the simple things in life . i like childish entertainment and i like it when i trick mel into acting like a loser . hahahaha !!! nah im just kidding .

i skipped school on friday . i know i was supposed to go..i told mel i would, even deprived her of abit of sleep so she could be lil kim for my sake .. but i just couldnt wake up .and so school was boring for everyone , because , i wasnt there haha . its true :)anyway , i went out with the superheroes that night ..superlesbian(mel) , and , pamela (super*unknown* at the moment, probably the superbadinfluence )..why ? cause my mom thinks that melisssa is my super lesbian fuck buddy , and , i forgot what is pamela supposed to be .. hahaha .. okay , if pamela is the superbadinfluence , marisse darling would be the devil ..enough of that ..

as usual everyone was late , i waslked around town for abit before i actually met the superheroes .. and by the way , i am the super liar , my mom named me tht herself . but its true .. my sister called while the three of us were at far east getting us some bubble tea ..
where are you ?
walking !! walking !!! (i was supposed to meet my family at PS .HAHA )
it was a simple and fun outing . i also found out that night that mathilda was out of singapore idol .. and that , the best three were in the bottom four ?! like what the fuck is going on ... joakim should just take the initiative , go home , and sit in town and let the ahlians ogle at him .. he sells himself well apprantly because he is HOT . HAHA .. yeah , i was watching the encore telecast of it just now .. he sucks , and there was this lian who messaged in saying that he is the best .. OHMYGOODNESS , i want to HELP HER . and i wanted mathilda , jon and hady to be on the top three .. sadly , i think paul , joakim and nurul will be the last three standing .. yuck

and today , it was the grad phototaking session . haha .it was quick . and i dont get why i was made to wear a shawl for my individual shot . i am so not happy . i think the shawl makes me look like im in a cocoon . but , the guy , was trying to be nice . he let me have a look at my shot and he was like "just like a princess ! " .. HAHA .. did he reherse that ? nah .. its okay ....... me princess , me like to eat .. HAHA .. i remind nikki of snow white :) HAHA .. edlyn and neeta said i give the modern day snow white kinda vibes .. so , quick melissa , my evil steplesbian , feed me poisoned bubble tea so my prince can make out with me in my sleep .. then we can live happily ever after :D

then , the superheroes went out to town for brunch . and , took neoprints ,yeah , again . the neoprints are cool , since all three of us were in white . we went around the place looking like we were going for a funeral , or , supporting PAP , or , haha , being lame and acting angelic . and , ohmygoodness my eye bags now are CRAZY .......... im so tired .

we went to miss selfridge at marina square . melissa was in a terrible mood ..
i saw her reading this magazine .
and then pam and i led the way out and we went to the shop , diva .
and then i saw melissa carrying the same magazine .
i wanted to ask her if it was free , but decided not to since she was angry/tired/delirious..
and so , we made our way to millenia walk and sat around at coffeebean ..
melissa actually napped while pam and i indulged in a scone and belgian choc ...
pam read the magazine ..
and i told her about what i wanted to ask mel ...
we check the magazine .. and true enough ,
IT COSTS $3.50 !!!!!
so melissa the law abider stole , but not on purpose .
see what i mean by , punishing isnt fair ? haha ...
but she got away and didnt get punished so its okay . haha
i laughed so loudly when i found out that it was worth $3.50 , melissa woke up .
she then told us of her mom's story .. her mom mistakened this magazine to be absolutely free of charge ,
so she took it ,
and then it was melissa who realised that it costs $6++ ..
its so cool

2006-08-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

i've just finished reading a certain someone's blog .. about , her life , and her special someone . and i read it , and realised , that im in exactly the same situation as her .. not exactly , i guess i am in the state she has already gone through . yes , its so true , its fucking easy to pretend .. but i guess really thinking about it hurts so much .would things turn out the way it did for her ? unfortunately , as flawless as things may seem now , i think they would . no matter what the promises we'd potentially make would be , they'd all be broken . i would tell You what's ~~really going on~~ on my mind ? but then again maybe its best i just kept it in a a little while longer .. its only a few more months .. and now the big question is : how do i let go ? how do i get over you ? haha , yeah ... how ? OH WELL !!! :D

i reached home at around 11pm ytd . haha .. i was totally shagged i went to bed .
night study wasnt that productive .. mel and i stormed in an hour late ..
we only managed to finish that stupid chemistry worksheet .. i didnt know how to do a single question without refering to the textbook or my notes . hahahah !!! i wish my O level cert would look nice . but , i dont know how that's gonna happen .

anyhows , today , i was planning my L1R4 with pamela during literature , when we were supposed to be doing prac crit on this shit boring story about the future . i hate stories about the future and how far technology can bring us .. firstly , its bloody scary , secondly , its so fucking unrealistic , so , its even more horrifying . HAHA .. so anyway , here it is ...
for L1 , i'd take english .. and for english , i'd HAVE TO get an A2 ... because the course i want to get into requires people who are insanely liguistic .. haha !
for my maths , i'd take E Maths .. obviously cause i think i'd never be able to master A Maths in time .. and for that , i wanna get a fucking A1 .. HAHAHHAHA !!! hey hey , i must have FAITH ..
for science , i'd take my biology .. because my chemistry is in the same state as my A Math .. for that , i want an A1 , of course , but i'd aim for a 2 first ..
and then i'd take both humans .. combined and lit .. i want a distinction for my CH , and at least a 3 for lit ..
so that would mean , im actually aiming for a 9 ... hahahah !!! with that , i think i can slide through the course hands down . i must start working hard . m gonna do bio tonight after my nap . but of course , if i were to screw things up , everyone , please tap on fucking wood , i'd really hope my agg doesnt zoom past 13 :)

till later .

2006-08-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

pick on every single flaw and go , why am i wasting my fucking time ?
but i dont wanna hate her ...

anyway , i just got home . and i freakin tired . not so anymore . since i was oh so unglamly sleeping on the bus while i was standing . the moral of the story: NEVER attempt studying chemistry while on the long way home after a long day ... i was fine when i boarded the bus . chemistry's my sleeping pill .. hahahah !! not funny .urgh

fucking blogger's being sooo anal ..

i dont like having a blocked nose . but i guess it beats having a sore throat .

i sometimes think about myself ,being a metal mouth . oh man . its times like these when i can hardly believe that i have braces on . i forgot what its like to NOT have so much friction in my mouth . i cant wait to experience the smooth sliding of my tongue over my teeth once their all straight and pretty . HAHAHA !! I CANT WAIT YOU HEAR !!! I CANT !

i being so ridiculously random ..

pam , mel and i went out today . pamela spent her money on shopping and i spent my money on eating . i should really stop this . urgh . but its true what mrs leong told us about the way we eat and our periods . haha . well of course it has to be true , she is a biology teacher after all . anyway , she said that , the more we eat , the heavier the flow .. yeah , i ate like a pig days , or maybe even a week or so , before my period and it was soooo heavy !!! anyway , its been long since the three of us went out together , just the three of us . haha .we went around , i looked for shoes and pamela shopped .. melissa was following us , missing the feel and the smell of her textbooks and all .. HAHA !! nah im just kidding . we finally ended up at far east .. sat down and talked about the wonders of puberty . about how ridiculous it was to actually care about wearing singlets/baby bras when there was really nothing to cover . HAHA .. you know , the guy who invented the bra is , yeah , a GUY ... i dont know what his intentions were .. but i heard it was to keep women's breasts from sagging . sick pervert . haha . i wonder who invented corsets .. i'd thank him/her now but i know the intention had no considerations of comfort .

i got 3/18 or something for my aMATH test . this is a sign .. i keep getting 3 out of whatever for a math tests .. maybe ill end up getting a B3 for my Os .. hahahah !!! yeah , i know , i know , I CAN CONTINUE SLEEPING . wake me up when november ends please .

so i was thinking , i already got a 4 for my mother tongue ... HAHAHAHA ... if i include that im so fucked up . im aiming for a 9 for L1R4 you see ... yes yes , what the fuck , i know .. so that leaves me with like what ? 5 points for 4 subjects ?! HAHA ! tsk , i really dont know what the fuck im supposed to do now man . melissa just reminded me of how close the Os are . URGHHGHHG !!! and , i still suck at chem and a maths ! but im definitely not gonna include that .. but still , i need something to fall back on . im rambling again !!!! !#$%$#!

2006-08-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hannah Christine --

[noun]:

A person who is constantly high

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

SO TRUE.....

You are 17% messed up.

You are not messed up, which is odd because practically everyone else is. Maybe that makes you even more messed up than the others.

'How messed up are you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Immoral Death

How will it happen?	You will be hypnotized into stopping your own heart.

'What horror movie death would you have?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i am this bored ...... i think half the day's gone but im still not in the mood to do any work . not yet . ahah ...

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

what the fuck to this .. its like something melissa would come up with if you asked her to write an obituary for me . haha .

2006-08-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

and i present , Escape Artists Never Die ..

i need a life please !!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

oh yes , my throat's being such a bitch :(

anyway , i got back my mother tongue O level results today . i did way above everyone's expectations of myself .i improved by 4 freakin grades compared to my midyear's .. from an 8 to a 4 baby ! first , they just had to kill us by having this silde presentation of the overall results and all .. when i saw that malay had 100% passes i was so freakin happy :) so yeah , the horrors of getting a 7 or , an 8 were gone ! and then they showed the quality passes (distinctions) for the level .. and then i could see why mr sew looked so happy ... there was 50+% of the express girls who got distinctions .. cool huh ... but , out of all the O level girls he taught , 7/15 got distinctions ...haha .. yes yes , i am so happy for my teacher im gonna get him a thank you card .. anyway , the good results actually meant that he was supposed to treat us to a meal at macdonalds but then he told us all that he needs an SK-II mask cause of all the wrinkles we gave him . hahaha ! fizah got a 1 and im so happy for her . she said she was happy for me too :)

oh well , my whole clique was happy ...was .. now i guess im only contented .. im sure melissa is happy .. and im not sure about pamela? haha .. that reminds me , melissa must be sleeping now and its so not fair cause i have so much to tell her ! hhahahah .. i need to talk . ahh well , ill probably forget about what i wana say tml . heh .

i have two bruises on my left arm .. one the size of a five cent coin , the other the size of a 20cent coin . courtesy of melissa . and i was only writing crap in her SS book .. UNREASONABLE !!!! :
pamela came over to my place for dinner because , my family had this super delayed birthday celebration for me . haha . melissa couldnt make it so i guess she stayed home and studied some more . i swear that dude gonna get amnesia .. why you ask ??? haha ! they say stress causes amnesia .. there was actually this case in the usa , where , a couple got married , and were at a train station , probably waiting to set off for their honeymoon .. and then , the guy disappeared while he was supposed to check something .. he disappeared for 3 days ! why ? cause he wandered off with the sudden loss of memory .. they found him and he was , lost . his brains were lost too . why ? they say its because of stress .. imagine that ! my friend here feels stressed out when she's not studying . like wtf right ?

pamela and i tried the healthier choice ! hahaha !! soyabean icecream . its not bad actually .. tastes just like the bean curd thingy you get . and we got it for 60cents each !!! i find the cheap thrill in paying so little for someting so nice . HHAHAHAHAHA !!! okay nevermind . we then watched red eye .. good movie . go chck it out . im sooo bored and i dont feel like studying ......

2006-08-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

her name is crystal and we all love her :D i just remembered the time mel and i asked her how deutschland is pronounced ... and she was like " duet-school-land ?" .. hahaha !!! and this is why we all love her .

anyhows , haha .. happy belated birthday to singapore . ytd , i realised how much respect my dad :) and i thank God for him . he maybe an ass sometimes . but hey , he's only human and humans get pissy and all from time to time . but at least he respects me and treats me like a human being and not a pet or something . respect , yo ! makes the world go round :) haha i love my dad

ytd , my family went down to the park to stuff ourselves with chips and soft drinks ...and then it was time for the NDP .. my sister and i were so impressed by the contingents and all, we kept giggling . what a way to express it ,i know , but they were really good . the guy who performed the tamil song is really hot . hahaha !!then it was singapore idol . what happened to the standards ? nevermind . i shouldnt be so judgmental . maybe singapore should have their own version of SINGAPORE'S NEXT TOP MODEL .. that should be fun .

i watched the doll master today . it's a really good movie ! check it out ! it's like not your typical horror flick where everyone just gets killed by the ghost for no good reason . the story line's really good and i actually teared alot during the movie . haha . and , also , i had a nice time ogling at the supposed scary one ... she's really pretty and her face is FLAWLESS . urgh ! haha . she really looked like a doll in the movie . Im Eun-Kyung . heehee .. and then , MORE TV !! i watched oprah . ha! they had video footages of this straight guy on a quest to accept homosexuals .. and , he actually stayed with this gay guy for 30 days , in san francisco ! he was brought to gay bars where and all . he actually said that the place was repulsive . but , not long after he was brought to a gay club . where he actively took off his shirt and started dancing on a bar top or something . he also got to meet the parents of this gay girl . there is actually a support group for parents with gay kids there. pretty cool . the dad was so supportive i wish my parents were like him . haha . he said something like " im gonna make sure my daughter gets the same respect and oppurtunities as my two straight sons ... " .. the simple things in life .oh how they touch my heart . haha !

i took off to far east to meet melissa issa bizza pizzaaa ... she got her top at topman and then we went back to far east to dine at the turkish restaurant . the food was divine and mel cracked me up with parts of deuce bigolo . haha .. we saw this girly lass with big boobs . but that's besides the point . hahaha .and thn we walked over to heeren to check out the boxers at re- . the gay shop . i love these kinds of shops . i like guys who shop at these kinds of shops . i like metrosexuals and gay guys .. i wanna be their friends :) but honestly , i'd prefer a guy to shave than to keep his legs like some forested area . yuck . i appreciate a guy who cares about looking good . and , oh well , the shop , re- , i lookes around , all the male apparel , all the clothes I WOULD WEAR . haahah .. the shirts were lovely and the swim wear didnt even have the extra room for balls . lol. again ,as sick as it sounds , it's something i would wear .. the patterns were really pretty . hahaha !!! there's this other shop i came across at the heeren that i like .. VALERIE ! ahahhaa .. there's this dress and this top that i like there :) ohhh well , we saw beatrice . said hi and talked for a while and made our way to 7-11 ... ahahhaha !!! i made melissa pay for the drink :\ so maybe im obliged to buy her a drink tomorrow ? okay its pretty suicidal saying this on my blog but who cares . haha .we then sat around somerset MRT and talked , for a very long time ..we talked about the O levels . and , yes , that reminded me of the fact that we'd be getting our O level MT results tml !!!!!!!!! honestly , i know i didnt do fantastically for it . i'd pray for a B , hope for a C , and , i think i got a D .. hahaha !!! i cant even smell an A ... then we planned on how we're gonna get our desired O lvl aggregate ... here's my deep dark secret , i want an A1 for my emaths .. here's something funny for you guys , i laughed out loud when i told melissa that . hahahaha !!!! nevermind, my goals are not your your goals . i want at least 4 distinctions ya know ! haha . yeah yeah . HAHAHAHAHA !!! i must have faith in myself .. YOU MUST FUCKING HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF DUDE ! oh well , oh well ... yeah ... O lvls aside . i saw tihs gorgeous dude that looks like russel :)he walked right past us while we were talking hahaha .. and i said " oooh , gorgeous " .. and oh my goodness i think he heard me cause he stared at me , and , looked egoistic . nevermind .. people should be thankful if they are gorgeous . haha . we then walked to far east , and on the way ! WE SAW VANESSA !!! vanessa, my cousin's girlfriend . we talked for abit and her heels were amazing . haha . we stopped by at wheelock to use the toilet . melissa left me at the toy shop and she walked off !!!! bloody idiot . and , i ran oh so unglamly to her .. hahah ! that , for some reason , reminded me of the many times i got lost when i was younger. and its not like i got lost in a shopping mall .. i got lost in places like , pasir ris park , a private housing estate in BANGKOK , and , loads more . i cant recall .. oh the horrors .